Yes I am mad.
Yes I am angry, I am allowed to be angry, 3 days ago my husband fucked my half sister, My half sister and I have the same dad but different moms and were raised very differently, She was an oops and is 13 years younger than me and my husband is 2 years older, Also we have very few physical similarities. I am 5'3", Small B cups, Brunette, Blue eyes, freckly with what my husband says is a perfect butt even after having kids. My sister is 5'10", Skinny, Gangly as my husband calls her with no butt a muffin top even though she is skinny and huge boobs, Easily DD, Brunette with blue eyes and freckly also which is one of the few physical characteristics we share.
The three of us stayed in a hotel together, We had dropped the kids off with my mom and went to a function, My sister ended up being at the same function and we started out drinking. By the end of the night we were trashed and went back to our room, We had a double room and my sister and I wanted to drink some more so I told her just to crash in our room, My husband waited until my sister went to the bathroom and then geared down to his underwear and crawled into bed, My sister and I went to the patio and had some more drinks, I ran out of booze and started drinking her lemon gin whatever they are called, My sister was asking questions of a pretty personal nature and then she asked about my husbands...Package, I was trashed and told her "Oh man, He is frickin huge, Took us 2 weeks back in college before I could fit the whole thing", (He is 6'4" and has a huge dick) We laughed and talked and I showed her a couple pictures, Her eyes bugged out, I for some reason thought it would be a good idea to show her in real life so we sneaked inside and I pulled the covers back, I grabbed his underwear and pulled them down gently and right off, I gently ran my fingers over it and within about a minute she whispered "Holy shit".
I giggled and said "Told ya", I was really...REALLY drunk, I looked at her and thought for a second then said "Touch it", She gasped and said "Oh quit", I shrugged and said "Oh whatever, Go ahead", She said "What if he wakes up?", I shrugged and said "Maybe you'll have a really good night", She looked at me weird and I laughed. By the time the booze kicked in full force I was a mess, My husband did end up waking up, Apparently we weren't being as sneaky as we thought, He woke up, Looked at me, Looked at my sister and then looked at his dick in my sisters hand. Right at that moment I gagged, My sister said "Are you ok?", I said "I think I need to go puke", My husband said "What the fuck is going on?", I stood up and stumbled, I said "You guys just...I'll be right..." and gagged again then bolted for the bathroom.
After puking I laid on the bathroom floor and my husband and sister came in, My husband was trying to console me or whatever you want to call it but I blabbered on about them going back to the bedroom, Here is where it got bad, I remember everything, I remember them asking if I was sure, My husband confirmed multiple times and I looked up, He had a raging hard on and my sister was standing right behind me, I said "Ya, Ya, I am sure, I want you to", Well, I passed out at some point and woke up on the floor, Buck naked and freezing, My sister and my husband were laying in our bed, Naked and cuddling, I went to the other bed and threw back the covers realizing why they were in our bed, Her bed was soaked, Obviously he made her squirt, Either a big one or multiple so I went back to our bed, Crawled in behind my husband and passed back out.
I woke up as he was moving, He had to slip his hands out from groping my sister so he could roll over, He cuddled me and I said "Don't", He said "Are you mad?", I looked at him and just rolled over so he went back to cuddling my sister, Groping her boobs I am sure, I woke up again and they were both on the patio so I walked out there, I sat down and we all just looked at each other, My sister spoke first and said she was so sorry, I told her I would be fine and just needed time to let it all sink in, I told them that I am allowed to be mad even though I told them to do it and I am the one who started it by showing her his dick, I am still allowed to be mad but I am just mad at myself.
Ok, Not true, I am mad at everyone, I am mad at myself for facilitating it but I am also mad they each agreed to it. I am sure we will get past it but I need some time.
So again?? Why are you mad?
I agree with someone below. They had sex. So what?
My husband and I have been swingers for 12 years. We've swapped with many couples to have sex with different people.
Still trying to understand your frustration.
What's the big deal. They had sex! So what? Does he want a divorce? If so, you have the right to be mad.
I had sex with my husband's father (current father in law) numerous times before I married.
Again. It was just sex. I had no intention of taking him from his wife (my current MIL) or leaving his son. It was just sex. We stopped when I got married because I stopped taking bc. We will probably start up again after I get my tubes tied.
This is completely on you.
Alot of people feel this way in the same situation