Whole scene is weird but I think my friend is a pedo
As far as everyone is concerned we're just a couple of regular guys, and we are. We're best friends because we smoke a lot weed together. However we have been keeping the fact that I have been sucking his cock secret for years. He doesn't consider himself queer because he's "never done anything" with another guy, including me. He says I'm the queer one because I'm the one who sucks cock. Maybe so. I know it's weird, sick, queer, whatever... for a guy to suck another guy's cock. But lately my buddy has been doing something. That has me a little freaked out. Now, whenever I suck his cock he looks at Japanese drawings and cartoons that can only be described as kiddie porn! The latest one was of a toddler-aged boy with an impossibly large cock in his ass and cum shooting out of every hole in his head! I called him a sick fuck while I was still sucking his cock and he laughed, thinking I was the sick fuck too for sucking off another guy. But I meant it. If that shit turns him on, then he is sick! It's boys and girls both but they're so young. Even babies getting raped with a cock in every hole. He thinks it's okay because upon closer inspection the children have little pointy ears or fuzzy tails! "They're not human", he says! If they were animals they would look like animals not like children. I believe he is a pedo. I'm putting together the big picture. In the past he has mentioned how he would like to lick his niece's pussy. She was 7 years old at the time! When we are out cruising around smoking weed He casually drives by parks and public swimming pools, perhaps hoping for a glimpse of a little girl or boy with a tight bathing suit. The pictures he looks at are pretty clear evidence he likes children. Maybe he's been keeping this secret from me all these years. Maybe now he trusts me enough to let me in on it. But I swear... If I ever find out he's touching a child I'll send the cops right to the hospital to arrest him! So, I'm an otherwise normal guy that likes sucking my buddy's cock, which is just weird. This thing with him might be serious. If he ever touches a child I will kick his fucking ass!! Even a queer cocksucking weirdo can have boundaries!
There is nothing wrong with guys sucking other guys cocks. I sucked my first cock when I was 11 years old. He was an elderly black man in our apartment building. He said he liked cumming in little white boys mouths. I also enjoyed it. I didn't see anything wrong with it, because we were both willing.
I'd love to read the story as to how you came to know the Black man whose cock you sucked at just 11 years old. I like how he told you that he liked cumming in little White boys' mouths. Did you give any thought at the time that you were swallowing a Black man's sperm, then going about your day afterward with it slowly becoming a part of who you were? I hope that you were completely naked from head to toe while doing that for him, even though it wasn't at all necessary, just so he could get a good look at your adorable young White body while you were doing that for him. I wish that I had known you back then, and what you were doing. I would have loved to see you immediately after you had finished for him, smelling the distinctive odor on your breath and know precisely what you had done. I would have been in awe of you, had I have been a friend of yours at the time.
Sucking a guys cock is not sick or weird. I don’t believe just fantasizing about something makes you sick either. People fantasize about rape, which is in reality an illegal act. But it’s just fantasy. But acting on pedo desires is another matter. Sick, illegal, and prison-worthy. If your suspicions bother you, ask him straight out. Or just end the relationship. There’s plenty of other guys that like to smoke weed and have their cock sucked.