Torn

A cock should come with a warning label like cigarettes because when you start sucking cock you can't stop its very addictive . I was 20 years old and married my wife and I were having a threesom with this guy we had been drinking and feeling no pain she convinced me to suck this guy's cock with her and I was hooked after that. For a while sucking cock was all I could think about and did my wife was surprised that I really enjoyed sucking cock and swallowing cum and she was okay with it because she was getting fucked by different men. I am a lot older now and I don't know how many guys I have sucked off over the years but every time I do it I have enjoyed it.

My wife has had me suck her strap on. But know over the years I want to suck a real one but a tranny . I would not tell my wife if I did also scared if I do suck one I might enjoy so much I won't be able to stop.

Mate I'm 61 first time I had a cock in my mouth about 50. Wife doesn't know. With a bit of planning it can work. Don't do anal just like to see a hard cock. Mutual masturbation is great. Nothing like seeing a guy shoot a load.
Have fun

I can attest to the fact the desire will never go away. I reconciled it all by telling myself I could have a marriage to my wife and blow cock too. And I did. But it took an enormous amount of discipline and planning and discretion. There is always risk you will be caught.

If you attempt anal you may really be torn

Good one!

Lol not interested in anal

Until you get anal! Prostate play feels just as good if not better than a blow job. Almost, not quite!