What’s wrong with me

There's nothing wrong with you. You have a hotwife fetish. It's pretty common.

I got a text from my wife about an hour ago letting me know that she just got laid. She's still upstairs with the guy right now, and I love it. I love knowing that other people get to appreciate how sexy my wife is. I love knowing that she wants it badly enough that she's willing to break our marriage vows and spread her legs for another man or woman in our own bed, but loves me enough that she doesn't hide it. I love that the beautiful woman who was a virgin when we first started dating now gives other people access to use and enjoy her sexy body.

I especially love when I get to watch her in action. I swear, you have no idea just how hot your wife is until you've watched her shamelessly fuck another man, seen how her body moves and responds to this other cock inside her, seen her get lost in lust and ecstasy, and see him lose control and unload deep inside her, knowing exactly the incredible pleasure he's experiencing as he inseminates the woman I married!

It's best when I'm there either watching or participating, but just knowing that she's off flaunting her talents and embracing her sexuality with someone else fills my heart with pride, my cock with blood, and my hand with cum as I stroke to what I know is happening RIGHT NOW.

If it turns you on that she is cheating on you why not just tell her that you know and it's okay with you. What do you have to lose. My wife cheated on me with a guy that she thought she was in love with. She would even have him pick her up at our house and spend weeks at a time with him. When he started to be an asshole to her she started fucking his friends. When she realized that I wasn't going to do anything about her fucking other men she would bring guys home and fuck them in our bed some of them stayed the weekends fucking her when ever they wanted. She learned the difference between loving someone and just having sex for fun. We are still together today and she tells me that she loves me every day I guess that she has been with at least 60 different men over the years.

You need to divorce her, you pussy

What’s wrong with you you’re asking?

You’ve lost your balls. You might have even developed a pussy down there.

My wife knows that I know that she fucks other men. I don't say anything because it turns me on. I love fucking her after she gets home after fucking someone.

You need to have some self respect and kick her to the curb. Get some therapy if that will help you become the man that is inside you. You are turned on because you want desperately to reclaim her, but are afraid that confronting her will result in her leaving you for him. Unfortunately she has already left you metaphorically and you need to face up to it.