How can I get my boyfriend to force himself on me?

During the lockdown, I started having sex with my 45yr old divorced neighbor. I can honestly say I've never been pounded that good. btw; my bf had no clue. lol Also, we still hookup a couple times a month. I tell my boyfriend the guy needs his house cleaned and I do his laundry. lol
I'm 26 and live with my bf.
During the lockdown, I got furloughed from the gym and by bf was teleworking. He got a gaming membership and stayed in his game room. I was out jogging one morning and started talking to my neighbor. He works construction and was laid off. One thing led to another and I was in his apartment giving his huge penis oral. I willfully went to his bedroom and he pounded me until I climaxed.

My wife and I were that way when first married but I learned she likes it a bit rough. Not violent or anything, but she likes to be taken. So now I bend her over furniture, or slap her face lightly while I fuck her, or hold her throat, or put my hand on the back of her head while she sucks. I speak to her sternly and apply discipline when necessary. She likes when I fuck her hard on top and call her dirty names. In addition to all the rough play, an extremely hard pussy fucking is at the core of our pleasure. We both know it’s fun intense sexy play, both get into it, and know the limits. When I’m done with her, she knows she’s been seriously fucked.

So ask him to give it to you that way.