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Cousin abuse me at 8
I am a male now in my 60's. When I was 8 my older cousin forced me to perform oral sex on him several times. I, in turn, made my little brother do the same thing. I also tried to rape my little sister but stopped when she threatened to tell my parents. It has mad me a lifelong pervert. I've been a life-long masturbation addict. I've window-peeped on my mother, sister, neighborhood friends of my sister and their mothers. I've had life long rape fantasies, including towards my mother and sister. I've never acted on the urges but have always had a concern that I may someday give in to my urges. I have always been hetero in my sexual preferences but have found myself reliving the times I had to suck my cousin and have been having "bi-curious" thoughts and have watched gay porn of men sucking each other and eating cum. I've lately considered trying to make a hook-up with another man so I could suck him off.
22m into taboo, younger, vid trade here's my session
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You're so damn lucky. I really wish someone had raped me too as a young boy. My dad, brother, teacher, coach, pastor, a random stranger. Anyone at all. I would have absolutely HATED sucking cock and especially cum in my mouth, but that's exactly what turns me on about it. I really want to feel sexually abused,
I was sexually abused by my brother. He would have me give him oral sex and he would penetrate me anally. He would make fun of my penis and humiliate me
Please get some counseling for the trauma.