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Straight Man Tries Bi
I had never been with a man sexually. I was married for years and got divorced.
After a couple of years of being divorced and not having sex and being too embarassed by my small penis to manage to get any women in bed, I placed an ad online and got a man to come to my apartment to have sex with me. He showed up and we both got naked. I started licking and sucking his cock and balls. I told him I wanted him to fuck my ass and bent over on my hands and knees. He tried to fuck me, but his dick wouldn't stay hard. After a few minutes I got frustrated and asked him to leave. I jerked off and went to sleep. I never saw him again.
I have not been sexual with any other men. I fantasize about it a lot and would like to get fucked by a guy with a big hard dick, but I got remarried to a woman I love and would never cheat on her. She knows I like SPH and ass play, and she has even pegged me a couple of times. But she told me doesn't like it, so I don't push it with her.
I never told my wife about my botched bi experience that happened before I met her, and I do not intend to. But I do hope that some day I can convince her to find a bi guy with a big dick to play with both of us, but so far she has very little interest in inviting another person in bed with us. I have suggested it a few times in the past few years. I really hope to know how it feels to be fucked by a man someday.
I know what's it's like having a small penis and not being able to satisfy your wife sexuality. Mine is very small and even my balls are very small. When I masturbate I have to rub myself like a woman does. I have to sit down to pee . But we worked it out together by having an open marriage. She has sex with other men and I became a sissy cuckold for her and I get sexual pleasure from being ass fucked and sucking cock since I really can't penetrate anyone with my penis it's working for us maybe it could work for you.
I have been bisexual for most of my life. My wife knew that I was bi when we were married. And I have always been a bottom for guys giving head is great and I love swallowing cum. But when a guy enters my ass with his hard cock I just lose all control. The guy I am seeing now is a wonderful fuck and he has a nice big uncut cock . We fuck in every position you can think of but when I am on my back with my legs up over his shoulders and he is giving me the long strokes in and out of my ass I can cum hands free like that.
I can't speak for you of course, but for me, I was in a similar situation and my wife would not even consider satisfying my anal needs. We were no longer intimate so I didn't view it as cheating (maybe that's wrong, I don't know) but I just started seeing men, fucking them hard and getting fucked hard by them. And mutual sucking with lots of big loads. Anyway my point is getting cock was really important to me, so I went for it. I am now deeply satisfied sexually and don't regret my decision. Still married and happy and my wife doesn't know, or if she does then she doesn't care. You need to decide how important it is for you. But don't suffer in constant disappointment and regret.
Thank you for sharing your experience. I love my wife, and for the most part our sex life is good. But I want more than she is willing to give. I can live with things as they are now. I sometimes use a dildo on myself to satisfy those desires. But I really hope to fulfill my fantasies about getting used by a man, especially if she were to watch that happen. Ideally I would like to find a bi guy with a big dick to satisfy both of us.