Alienated
3 weeks ago I got all stoned and drunk and ended up sucking my buddy's cock. In fact I sucked him off twice, including swallowing his cum both times. But it's like he can't face it. I saw him once with other friends and he took off with them quickly. He knows I'd never say anything. So for three weeks I haven't heard from him and frankly, I want to suck his cock again. Sober this time! I think he's just embarrassed but will come around eventually when he realizes how awesome it was to cum in my mouth! I think that was the best part and I want to do it again! I guess I'll have to wait and see.
It really doesn't actually count as you needed to be high in order to get over the social boundaries between you.
It seems your friend, who was not high at the time, allowed you to proceed and filled your mouth. His counts as a true experiment.
Text him. talk to him about it .