Is it ok to feel weirded out?

For almost a year I've been in a very... "peculiar" relationship. I'm dating and living with a woman who was my junio high teacher, back when I was 14. I'm currently 25 and she's 40.
I've know for a while now that I'm more into older women, so my Tinder screen usually showed women aged 40 all the way up to 65. I had casual encounters every now and then, but I found a connection with her beyond just sex or the first date.

I had a crush on her back then, and I thought it would only be possible in my wildest fantasies for her to date me (finding out she was married back then was one of my first, illogical heartbreaks). I swiped right and to my surprise, a few hours later, she had swiped right too and greeted me admitting she had recognized me. I was very shy and it was kinda strange at first, but that initial date flowed smoothly afterwards. It wasn't long since she had been divorced and admitted she was looking for the lost passion wth younger men. Not long after we were at my place having INCREDIBLE sex. The chemistry was amazing, so we kept meeting up until our relationship became serious. My best friends were also her students, so they tease me sometimes, but nothing serious.

A few months into dating, I asked her if she had always been into younger men, and if me being her former student had factored in her choice to swipe right. She confessed that, actually, she had been very drawn to me since she met me. You know, when I was 14 and she was a married woman nearing 30. But mostly the first part. She got nervous when I pressed her on it. She said she'd always been drawn to slightly younger men, and that her ex was actually 7 years younger. But in my case, I looked older than my age, and she was drawn to my personality.

We've never discussed it again, but it makes me feel like the very fact our attraction happened is wrong. It doesn't get in the way of our relationship much, since shortly after we moved in together and are expecting a baby. But sometimes I wonder about it and it feels kinda wrong she was "drawn to me" back then.

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  • My infatuation to older women came from eating a fat mouthful pussy and engorged clit of one aged 48 yrs. While eating her pussy she reached orgasm with a series spasms releasing spurts of pee - I gulped them all, sweet-salty nectar! We had shower together and fucked her hard in dogie position in the bathroom but soon I carried her in my arms and put her on the bed to eat her pussy. Her juices mixed with my warm-fresh cum were incredible to taste!! She was already spent but I continued to play with her modest boobs and sucked on her nips. She got up to ride my cock - she was grinding her pussy against my cock, I could feel her cunt tightening, she leaned forward so that her clit gets good friction with my cock. As she did it, her tits were within the reach of my mouth - I started to massage them and suck on them. Soon she was moaning obscene words and came hard as I dumped my loads deep into her cunt. Mind that all pussies of women do not taste the same!!

  • When you get past 30 she’ll dump you for another teenager

  • Nothing wrong with it. If she had acted when you were younger then yeah, but she behaved responsibly so no harm no foul. Much ado about nothing. Enjoy yourself young man.

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