Bad wife and mother.
Is anyone doing things they really shouldn't be during isolation lockdown or even spending isolation with someone they shouldn't?
I'm a 34 year old married mother of 2.My husband is not here as he got stuck working overseas and it'll be maybe another couple weeks before he can fly home.
My neighbour has been very helpful.He's 25 year old young man.He's gone to get food and other bits for me and has kept me company.Really helps my anxiety and depression. He misses his girlfriend as she also got stuck somewhere else.We drink and chat and open up about alot. He misses sex alot as he was used to it everyday.I'll admit me and hubby had it maybe twice a week but we probably would be having it more if he was home.So I did feel horny.
Anyway a few days ago I did something that I'm not very proud of.I had sex with that young man.I'll admit the wine helped me make the decision but I didn't back out or tell him to stop and I feel really guilty.The sex of course was incredible,he was bigger than I've ever seen or had and lasted so long.He pinned my legs to my sides and went with such stamina.My orgasms,yes orgasms were something else.
We did it with the kids asleep upstairs and I had to cover my mouth from being noisy.
Afterwards he thanked me and kissed me tenderly and said he really needed that.I said so did I. But now I feel really shit.We haven't done it again but I'm pretty sure we will soon.It's keeping me sane in a way but attacking me with guilt.What do I tell my hubby?I only wish he was able to have another woman while away and I wouldn't feel so bad.
I think its hot and if you ever want to talk to another mother let me know..
Well since you posted this 10 days ago, I'm sure you gotten past your guilt and have been fucking your neighbor a lot since then. When he gets back you need to figure a way to tell him. If he finds out from someone other than you, you can kiss goodbye your marriage
You’re pathetic