My boyfriend
I am like at my wits end. My boyfriend Zakk is a real asshole. He is such a shit head. Yeah I'm fat but so is he. Zakk thinks he can just come home and stick his dick in me and come in mouth. I'm tired of being treated like a ho. I'm a nice girl. I cook and clean his place. Put up with his parents who put me down. His mother said that Zakk doesn't love me and that he won't stay with me. She said that I should loose some weight and get a job. My job is taking care of her son. She isn't like a small woman either. How dare she call me fat. Her son is fucking fat. I want to scratch her fucking eyes out and punch her right in the face. We are like in need of money and his parents have lots of money but don't believe in spreading the wealth around. They would rather see us go without heat and electric than spare a few bucks. Zakk tries hard but his boss only pays him every 3 months cause they are fucking tight ass foreigners from India. They are assholes and treat their employees like shit. I just wish we could catch a break. I feel a relapse on the way. Don't want to go back to the hospital again. That really sucked being their with crazy people who are nuts. I'm not crazy I'm just in need of a break. No one loves me. People make fun of me cause of my size. I can't help that I'm the way I am. I'm short and yeah a bit fat. I've tried to lose weight. It just doesn't work for me dieting. I have had problems with guys also. My mothers boyfriend tried to rape me and I was actually raped by several construction workers many years ago when I was a teen. I feel like the world is out to get me. Zakk's parents are so mean and say mean things about me. I really don't understand why people are so mean to me. I like everyone I do. But people are just mean. They see a short fat girl and that's all. I don't get why people are like that. I want to loose weight but I have other issues that make it difficult . I just need some help. We need money. I can't work cause of things that have happened to me that make it hard for me to work. I smoke and wish I could stop that but is all that is keeping me sane now. I get out of breath so easily . Sucks. I like weed also.
If you want a change of pace I can take care of you
The most important thing in life that you can change is to understand that you make choices in your life, and those choices have consequences. I would encourage you to gradually start to make better choices and see how your life improves. It will be very difficult at first, but you can make major changes in your life if you stick with it.
The first thing that I encourage you to do is to make a list of the things that you would like to be different in your life. Don't put magical things on your list, just realistic things. For instance, no one is going to give you a million dollars, so don't put it on your list. But you might find a way to get some type of running car, so put that on your list. Your list should include somewhere between 30 and 100 things that you would change if you could.
Pick one of the small things on the list, and work towards that change. Keep working, no matter how difficult it may be until you achieve that goal, then pick another one. At any given time, you should be working on one of the smaller goals, while thinking about how you might accomplish one of the larger goals.
Losing weight and keeping it off is very difficult, so that should be one of the last things that you tackle. But you can get your boyfriend to be nicer to you, or get a new boyfriend. Remember that you can't change other people, but you can change how you react to people, and that might cause the other person to react differently to you.
I need a woman like you, but I can support myself. What I need is a woman with some cushioning in her ass so you can handle all ten inches of my cock when I fuck your ass. Of all them women I've fucked in the ass, fat ones seem to be able to handle it better, the skinny ones say it hurts too much. And I'll bet you'd look good with a thick cock in your mouth.
Weight is the least of your problems. Get the f out of that situation
That's right, get the f out and find a job and support herself.
There needs to be a new category on here : whiny-ass bitches. This place is rife with them, particularly today !
Fuck Zakk and his pos mom. You sound like an awesome woman. Keep up the good work eating snacks and smoking. There is nothing wrong with that.
That's right, sit on her fat ass and do nothing. Maybe she'll get so fat she won't be able to move. Then she can be on TV when they have to cut the wall out of the side of the house and move her fat ass with a crane. Best shows ever, I laugh my ass off at people like that. 😂😂
Is that the goal? That's what my wife did and I lover her for it all the more.
I’m sorry you’re so frustrated. I am a pretty fit guy who loves fat women, and I wish a short, fat girl like you could find exactly what it is she’s looking for.
She won't find it, she can't get her fat lazy ass off the couch long enough to do anything.
What a pathetic letter...
Good luck to you, darling.
Personally, I would love my bf to stick his cock in my mouth and feed me a load.