Conflicted about mother....
I know most stuff on here is fake fantasy especially the underage stories, but this is true.
I won't go into much detail, at least up here in the OP , But my mom really did touch me and eventually caused my first orgasm ever. which eventually escalated through all the steps to having sex
I have struggled with this all my life, was it ok or not? How could pleasure not be ok? Throughout adolescence and leading to not, I continued to often look up adult content on incest. How do you think I came here lol? Some of the stories are really hot, porn in the written word.
There are times when I think that I was the luckiest guy in the world when it started and almost still agree. Then
I always hear about incestuous parents who get caught were abusing to the point of pain, or neglecting to the point of starvation, on top of having unwanted sex. (the new mass media term for rape) Even if you are disgusted by incest in general, surely you can acknowlege that there is a difference between the torturers and mothers that become sexual with their sons in a loving way.
Do I wish she hadn't done it? Depends on the day. More often I wish incest was viewed positively. I'm not saying everyone should have a sexual experience with their parents, or that if they did, that it had be enjoyable. Mine was. Very comforting :-D.
I'll try to answer questions if I find one I am comfortable with but more seeking advice about processing such events please...