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Yesterday, something very unexpected happened. It all started with a guy named Jack. I've known him since I was 11 and for the longest time he's been a father figure to me. He is a close friend of my parents and because of that he's always been there for me. He attended my graduations, prom, and any other event of mine with the rest of my family. Around the time I turned 18, he got married and I left for college. His wife was gorgeous. She was young redhead with green eyes that he met on one of his trips around the world since he retired and travels with that RV he always wanted. I haven't really kept in contact with him or anyone else in my family for the 5 years I was away. I guess I wanted to branch out and be on my own for a while. Last month, I came back to my parents house to spend the week with them which turned into three weeks since I had trouble finding a place of my own. My sister told me that Jack came back into town the week before and when I heard his name I got extremely nervous. I immediately got self conscious about the clothes I was wearing and hoped I wasn't wearing anything too revealing. When I was a kid I was flat as a board but now as an adult I shaped out quite a bit. My hips usually hugged every kind of pants I had and whenever I get nervous my nipples would always get hard. It's been that way ever since I was a teenager but now they've gotten bigger it was more noticeable through my shirt. I changed into blue jeans and a green sweater just to be safe. When Jack finally got there we all started talking exactly like we used to many years ago and I felt like a kid again. I even felt dumb for a minute for thinking that our relationship had changed just because we haven't spoken in so long. He and his wife got divorced because she got promoted at her job and wanted him to come with her to New York but he wanted to keep traveling the globe. So it was just him that came by to visit. He and I started looking through the yearbook photos and talking about his trips and college and then when we started looking through the photos he saw the one where I graduated college in a cap and gown. He looked at it, smiled and said he thought I looked beautiful. When he said that I looked up at him. It was the way he said that sounded so different than any other compliment he ever gave me. It kinda put me on the spot because I didn't know what to say. Then he looked at me. I guess from noticing that I was looking at him for too long and I looked into his blue eyes. He looked a little older than before with his long brown hair now with a little bit of grey and his new grey goatee which I thought was a better look than his clean shaven face five years ago. He had a look of wisdom to him that I really liked. I was getting nervous again and my tits started to get hard and poke through my sweater so I quickly grabbed a blanket when he noticed and accidentally spilled a smoothie on him. My mom came in and offered to wash his clothes as I quickly left the room covering myself with the blanket. Later that night, I heard the shower running so I grabbed Jack's clothes out of the dryer and put them in the guest room. When I got there I heard moaning and a voice at the bathroom door. I quickly went to the door to see if he was hurt or something and before I could say anything I saw him in the shower. Completely naked, muscular, 6 ft dripping wet body in full view. My mouth dropped as I was about to turn my head but then I saw his hand around his fully erect penis. He was jerking himself off in the shower. I turned away embarrassed at what I saw and on my way out I heard him moan again and say my name. I stopped and turned around. I saw him clench his muscular butt as he started thrusting against the soapy loofah. He then said my name again and commented on how tight I was. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I never had a guy jerk off to me before. Least of all not Jack of all people. I've gotten comments about my tits before and how guys said they wanted to suck on them and for all I know they could have jerked themselves off to me but I've never seen it. Not up close like this. He then started to moan a little louder as I could tell he was about to cum. It kinda turned me on a little. Despite it being Jack, it made me feel sexy to have a guy tell me that I had a sweet ass and jerk off to me. I got another look at his butt and raised an eyebrow. He then gave one long hard thrust and came into the soaking loofah or in his mind, my "sweet ass" I ran downstairs when he got out of the shower and back to my room. This was a man who has known me since I was a little girl and was like a father to me and now was fantasizing about me. My sister said she thought Jack and I were fucking years ago. I blushed when she said it. I had a small crush on him that went away way before I went to high school and I've dated other guys that Jack knew about. He didn't seem jealous or anything so I wondered where this sudden attraction came from. He never turned me on before. Not like he did last night which made me kinda unsure about our relationship now. How could we have a father daughter relationship if he secretly wants to fuck me and seeing it turned me on? The next day, it was a little bit quieter between me and Jack. He asked me if I had any plans now that I was out of college. I didn't really know. Whatever plans I had got completely derailed given everything that happened. I said that maybe I would also start traveling one day until I found a place to call home. He laughed at that and said he knows the feeling. I started to feel comfortable again and then I told that he knows he can tell me anything and that I was still here. He looked at me long and hard as if he was concentrating on something. He then said that I looked beautiful just like he said with my yearbook photo. I instantly got butterflies and asked how long did he think so. He said that he wanted to tell me that before I went off to college as he thought that would be the last time he saw me and thought something like that would be weird so he didn't come and see me off. I just sat there and listened. It made sense. Why he didn't call or text me. Because he started thinking like this years ago and didn't want to scare me away with how he felt. I smiled and asked how many times has he jerked off to me in the shower. He looked up in complete shock which made me laugh. Mom came in with dinner before he could answer. After I excused myself to the bathroom I saw Jack's journal just sitting on the bed in the guest room. I didn't want to look through his stuff but I was curious to know what he has thinking half of the time. After I flipped through the pages I saw my name. It was details about his life for the past 5 years. It said things like how amazing his wife was and how great life was. A few pages later he started saying how she was never around and stopped enjoying their trips and how she focused too much on work. Then he went on with how their sex life became dull and how she was barely into it. He then said that all changed one night when she was even more enthusiastic than before he thought about me. I was shocked and wondered if I should keep reading this. It took me a while but I kept reading. He said that one night when made love to his wife he was thinking about me. He said that he couldn't stay in his marriage not only because of his wife's job but his feelings for me. He said he didn't know if it was just sexual or more. I skipped ahead to recent pages and I read one that he made yesterday. He commented on how he jerked off to me in the shower and how he felt guilty. That he knew me since I was a little girl but when he saw my nipples get hard that day I dropped my smoothie on him he wanted to suck on them and slide his hand up my skirt and finger fuck me before my mom showed up. He also said that he was leaving tomorrow and would come up with some excuse as to why because he said I was so sexy that he wanted to leave before one night he'd come into my room and fuck my brains out. After I finished reading, I sat there for a while. I didn't know how to feel. I had a crush on Jack that faded away but now it felt different. I started thinking about how much he meant to me and how I had deep feelings for him too but still wasn't too sure what our future would look like if we ever acted on them. I sat back down at the dinner table with a complete different mindset. A completely different person than I was 5 minutes ago. I reached under the table, grabbed his crotch and told him to help me do the dishes. He almost choked on his drink but he got up quickly. I positioned myself against the sink and he pressed himself against me. We were fully clothed and my mom and sister were in the next room. He then squeezed my tits and licked my neck. I moaned as I pushed my ass against him and in response he thrusted. It was enough to slam me into the sink making a loud clang. We broke apart when my mom came in. Later that night, I thought about that encounter as I laid in bed. I took off all of my clothes and went to the guest house. He came out of the shower and saw me naked standing next to his bed. Before he said anything I shut the door and removed his towel. After I sucked his big cock he called me beautiful again which drove me crazy and I stood up and turned around. He grabbed me by the neck and bent me over. He finally put it in when I couldn't take it anymore. I was so wet that I heard the sopping sounds with each thrust. He pumped me furiously from behind and it felt so out of this world that I literally shouted out that I loved him. I even started talking dirty as I pushed him down on the bed and rode him like a bull. When I finally came he lifted me up and ate my pussy with all of my juices on his lips. He then got top of me as I spread my legs and grabbed his butt as he started fucking me. Today we're traveling together as a couple with the Bahamas in mind.

By Anonymous

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