I was browsing the internet and came across this site. I needed to explain my situation. To the eyes of the public I'm a sinner and to others I'm perverted and should seek help. I'm in a loving relationship with my brother. I'm 26 and he's 24 and we live and sleep together. Our folks thinks we are just sharing the house. I'm a SSBBW and ever since we was kids he treated me with respect and defended me from bullies. My brother is not a small person either. He's 6 ft. tall and probably weighs over 260 lbs. He has a thick decent size cock and huge nuts.
He understands about my fetishes. When we was little we played cops and robbers, cowboy and Indians or doctor and nurse. He tie me up and feel my body. Gag me to shut me up. To this day we practice bondage. My brother was the one who popped my cherry. I pretended I was being raped by an Indian back then.
Needless to say, since I was a big girl my breasts was enhanced by my weight. We was under age and manage to get our hands on booze. We was at a clearing near the creek drinking. Some how it lead to a show and tell situation. He told me he wanted me to give him head. As I was giving him head on the blanket, he started talking dirty to me. Ordered me to remove my top. I removed my top and he fondled my breasts and started to smack them. Needless to say my kitty was getting wet. I removed my bottms to play with my self. He picked up the booze bottle and slowly inserted the bottles neck into my vagina. Twisting a jiggling the bottle. As he was doing that I told him I have a fantasy of doing a gang bang. He told me he'll ask some of his buddies if they wanted to poke me.
A couple of weeks later my brother had two of his budies over. It was a sex and booze party in our favorite spot. I removed my top and they rubbed their dicks across my tits. I started jerking and sucking them. I removed the rest of my clothing and they rubbed their cocks all over me. in my face, belly and kitty. While I was sucking a cock, I was stroking my brother's and another cock was going in and out of me, I was on my hands and knees sucking a cock and the other kid was under me sucking my tits while my belly laid on top of him. My brother was behind me spreading my butt cheeks and rimming me. Needless to say it ended up with me having cum all over me and in me.
My brother and I started making out whenever our folks was out of the house. We showered together, watched porn together and did some bondage. When we became 20'ish, my brother and I moved out to be alone. We tried posting on swing sites, but no luck. When we posted on alternative lifestyle sites, we had a few hits. My brother and I became Bi-sexual. Locally we tried not to be seen holding hands or kissing. But when we went out of the area we acted like husband and wife.
I'm glad I was able to admit that I'm living with a caring, decent man. Even though it's sinful.