Having sex with abusive ex boyfriend.

If my family found out they would probably kill me. Bu I've been fucking my abusive ex who they hate for the last couple of weeks. We hadn't dated much less spoken to each other in almost five years. Though he would still hit up me now and get trying to get laid. Usually I'd just tell him to fuck off, but I just went through a bad break up with my boyfriend of two years. I was at an all time low. And he messaged me on facebook hearing I was single again and would love to fuck sometime.

I should have told him to fuck off bu I didn't. Told him if he had alcohol or weed available I'd do it. And so I went to meet him. He had alcohol, weed, and some pills available. I haven't smoked in years, and was never a fan of pills. But he promised they would get me fucked up. And they did. Because it wasn't long before he was stripping me down and treating me like he had five years ago. But this time I wanted it.

He started slapping my face, and tits extremely hard. Calling me a dirty slut, whore. And it wasn't long before he was shoving his dick down my throat. He was rougher than he had been. He said he was punishing me for leaving him, being a slut. And I just took it. I was high and feeling so low, I just agreed. Eventually he bent me over his bed and just went to town. He may have been a piece of shit but he knew how to fuck me. My ass was bruised by the time he came.

We smoked another bowl and after a bit I was on my back and he was fucking me again. It went like this for half the night. Both of us would get off, smoke a bowl, drink a bit and fuck again.

Eventually we went to sleep and I woke up sore the next day. I left before he woke up. He sent me another message later saying If I waned another good fucking to hit him up.

And so I've been recently hitting him up now and again. He is still a piece of shit, but the sex is great and it is exactly what I need right now.

By Anonymous

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