What to do
I been married for over 15 years. my wife been having alot of health issues for the last 10 years that Has stopped our sex life. She would say in a real dry voice. I can suck your dick, which most men will take, but I'm A giver. I get pleasure off making my wife cum. I never physically cheated but from time to time I would go on sites like phoneshag and flirt. That would hold me over. I met this one female on shag who I would chat offline with time to time. We lost touch for about 5 years. Her email was n my contact still. I logged into this one social media site and her pic came up so I sent her A message. We been chatting everyday for the last 2 years. About A month ago we got A chance to finally meet. She was more beautiful in person. I ate, ate, ate, her pussy the entire time bringing her to multiple orgasms. I cant get her out of my mind. I want to tell my wife I need to see her once a week. my wife says I have A pass to go out And have sex but I don't believe she will be ok about it. She is a jealous wife. My wife is a great wife we just don’t have sex anymore. I don’t know what to do anymore
If she gave you a pass, ask her if she's serious just to double check and then take her at her word. Also, find out how much if anything she wants to know.
Know the feeling. Been thinking like you time to start looking for sex partner