I'm in the middle of a nasty divorce. My wife Sara is the love of my life. We were college sweethearts and have been married 7 years. She is still the most beautiful woman on whom I've ever laid my eyes: blonde, beautiful face, c-cup tits, bubble ass and tight pussy. I never cheated on her or even thought about another woman, because no one could compare to her.
The problems we had and continue to have are more deep personality conflicts than anything, and we just couldn't handle it anymore. She started treating me like shit about two years ago: constant bitching, making me feel shitty about being unemployed and generally second-class in the relationship. I think she has a greedy streak and thinks she can upgrade. We don't have kids, although I really wanted one with her before things took a downturn.
As part of the divorce settlement, she gets the house, while I get most of our savings that we have in the stock market. I still have a ton of stuff at the house that I'm moving into my condo and storage unit, so I'm over often. What pisses me off is that she tries to rub it in that we're done by having sex with guys while I'm there. She does it out in the open, as though she's flaunting it.
I was getting shit out of the house last weekend and she was getting fucked by some boyfriend in the living room. It was a different guy than she was with the week before I was there. She was saying things like "God, you are so much better than [me]" and when he came in her she said, "Wow, now that was probably a baby-maker. Let's hope so. [Me] could never knock me up."
It's going to be a couple of months before the divorce is finalized, but I'm sad and devastated by how nasty this divorce has been. Please tell me my heart will heal and that I'll find someone as attractive as her to love me.