I am a male in my 40s married now. I’m technically bisexual but haven’t been with a guy in years. When I was in my teens and 20s I had a cross dresser fetish only in the privacy of another man. I pulled it off very well as far as my appearance and my butt which was perfect. I dated mostly older men and a preference for black men. I’d have sex in their beds and in motels. They knew of course I was a man but the illusion was nearly perfect. I had sex with so many men and then one day I stopped. I still think back of the numerous times I was in bed getting anal in lingerie or slutty clothes and I still get hard wanting that again but I suppress it most of the time.