I did it for money
I am a 36 year old woman. I have been married for 12 years. When I turned 36 it hit me hard. I felt like I was getting old, like I no longer would be appealing. My husband is a truck driver. He owns his own truck and provides well. I love him, and have never cheated, or even been tempted too. I stay in shape and take care of myself. I get hit on. I just never consider it. But hitting 36 really affected my self esteem. I can explain it. So the weekend after my birthday, my mom and her friends asked me to go to the casino with them. I was feeling down, and thought a night out would help. We were drinking a lot, and having a good time. Around 12:30 my mom said they were worn out, so we decided to call it a night. They rode together, and I met them there, so I was driving alone. When I got on the freeway, I started thinking that driving was a bad idea. I had a lot to drink and I was starting to feel it. I got off the freeway and pulled into a gas station. I went in and got a bottle of water and some snack crackers, hoping that if I sat for a bit I'd feel better about driving the rest of the way home. As I came out of the store, I opened the water and took a big drink. the cool air felt good, so I stood toward the rear of my car taking it in. As I stood there a car pulled up slowly in front of me. Realising how bad a neighborhood I was in, it made me nervous. I turned to walk to the driver side of my car when the guy in the passenger seat of the car that just pulled up rolled down his window. He asked me "how much for all 3 of us?" I didn't get it at first. So I said "how much for what?" He said "how much to fuck all 3 of us?" All of a sudden it hit me. They thought I was a hooker. I bent over a little and looked in the car. They were young. I really doubt any of them were old enough to drink. At 36 years old these boys wanted to pay me for sex. All of the went through my mind in a matter of seconds. Before I even had time to think, I said 60. The kids came back with 30. I said how about we meet on the middle, 40. The kid agreed. I got into the back seat of the car. The driver turned down the street next to the gas station, and turned into an alley. There was a closed down business on the left, with an overgrown hedge line along the far side. We all got out of the car and went between the building and the hedges. We were out of sight of anyone passing on either side. The driver said let's see what we're working with. I didn't understand. He said take off your clothes, let's see what you've got. I took off my shirt and bra. I stopped for a second, wondering what the fuck I was thinking doing this. Then I kicked off my shoes and took my pants. I was standing there in nothing but my panties. On of the other boys turned the flashlight on his phone on, and lit me up. He said take them off. At that moment I thought"I'm so glad I shaved today" I don't know why I thought that, but I did. I took off my panties, and stood there. Completely naked, facing them. These 3 boys were the first men besides my husband to see me naked in 12 years. The flashlight seemed so bright, I felt so exposed. One of them said "you're a milf"the driver walked behind me and reached around, and started squeezing my breasts. Then he grabbed me around the hoops with one arm, and pushed my shoulders with the other hand so I was bent over. Here put a foot between mine and started bumping my feet left and right, so my feet were wide apart. They all went behind me with the flashlight. He was spreading my ass, and putting fingers in my pussy. One of them started rubbing my breasts. Then one of them came around and put his dick in my face. I started sucking. Then one of them started fucking me. I'd never been with more than one guy before. It was almost overwhelming. Then the third one came over and took over my mouth. They kept switching off. The driver was the one fucking me. He fucked fast and hard. After a while he pulled out came around to my face, pulled his condom off and started fucking my mouth. One of the other 2 started at my pussy. The driver grabbed my head and started pumping my mouth fast. He came in my mouth. When he stepped back, the other 2 had me get on my hands and knees. They took several turns on both ends. When they had all finished, the driver handed me money. They got in the car and left. I got dressed, and walked back to my car. When I got home I couldn't get to sleep. I was so turned on by what I had just done. I think about it all the time. I have no remorse. It gets me so hot whenever I think about it. I really want to do it again.