I'm not gay but I love to give blow jobs
I don't find men attractive. I definitely am attracted to and would rather look at women or transvestites. But, I crave being handcuffed or put in bondage by one or more fully clothed men while I wear only a speedo swimsuit. After which I am forced to perform blow jobs to completion, including swallowing.
While bound and helpless, both before and after giving a blow job, I also love to be subjected to severe verbal abuse, face slapping, choking, paddling and whipping (not to the point of permanent damage but always to the point of and a little beyond tears and begging for mercy).
I have one guy I can usually depend on to give me a good workout every few months but it's not enough to satisfy my needs. I need it at least every few weeks and I get better satisfaction when it is a stranger(s) who leave me in the woods or on a cheap motel room floor in a trembling, crying, whimpering heap.
Am i a pain slut? Am I crazy? Are there others like me with these desires or am I the only one who has these needs?
Also, are there any tips on how to recruit new men who can/will accommodate my needs, push my limits and not kill me?
If you want cock and you’re not female you’re gay!
I'm not Gay at all. I am married have children and grand children. Back in Jr. High, High School and even after that for awhile I had a good friend and He and I used to suck each other off all the time. Some times more than once a day and I almost had to beg him but once he fucked my ass he fucked me often and we both liked it when he came in my ass. His dick felt great in my ass and when he came in me I liked it a lot. He and I used to 69 and do it for as long as we could then both cum at the same time and that was pretty damn good.
He and I used to get very nasty together when we could and we had girlfriends all the time. He and I went fishing and Hunting together and we both liked being naked outdoors sucking each other off I sure did enjoy being naked outdoors letting him fuck me and cum in my ass as often as he could. It made me very horny to take more than one load in my ass and for him to fuck me with cum running down my thighs and dripping off my nuts. The harder he fucked me the more I wanted it. We were best friends for years and I have no regrets and still think about his dick balls deep in my asshole and taking his cum in my ass.
Guess what? You’re gay😆
Thats like saying " I'm not a rapist, but I like to rape people". You are clearly gay, if you like to do gay things.
Yeah, face it you’re gay.
Yes, you are gay. Break out the rainbow flag and find yourself a parade. A normal man has no desire to suck another mans cock, or give another man any sexual pleasure at all.