I'm not gay but I love to give blow jobs

I don't find men attractive. I definitely am attracted to and would rather look at women or transvestites. But, I crave being handcuffed or put in bondage by one or more fully clothed men while I wear only a speedo swimsuit. After which I am forced to perform blow jobs to completion, including swallowing.

While bound and helpless, both before and after giving a blow job, I also love to be subjected to severe verbal abuse, face slapping, choking, paddling and whipping (not to the point of permanent damage but always to the point of and a little beyond tears and begging for mercy).

I have one guy I can usually depend on to give me a good workout every few months but it's not enough to satisfy my needs. I need it at least every few weeks and I get better satisfaction when it is a stranger(s) who leave me in the woods or on a cheap motel room floor in a trembling, crying, whimpering heap.

Am i a pain slut? Am I crazy? Are there others like me with these desires or am I the only one who has these needs?

Also, are there any tips on how to recruit new men who can/will accommodate my needs, push my limits and not kill me?

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  • Yeah, face it you’re gay.

  • Yes, you are gay. Break out the rainbow flag and find yourself a parade. A normal man has no desire to suck another mans cock, or give another man any sexual pleasure at all.

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