I'm paranoid af
My friend and i were talking about bestiality, and she was trying to convince me that being fucked by an animal is the same as having safe sex, since they can't impregnate you. So around a week later, i look up bestiality porn and fell down this wormhole of videos. And i actually kinda liked it in some fucked up way??
Since then i've been paranoid af that my searches have alerted police. Or that someone will ask to use my laptop and will see my search history, or will get a pop up. It's a strange and irrational fear, to the point to where i'm considering tossing my laptop and getting a new one just to be safe. I understand it isn't something like child porn, but bestiality is still illegal where i am. And i went onto a lot of iffy sites... I don't plan on looking it up anymore, but since i liked it so much, i might cave into my curiosity again.
Use duck duck go to surf for porn. It doesn't track you.
You'll keep watching it. I've been watching it for yrs now. It's a fantasy. Nothing more nothing less. Don't beat yourself up over it. I wouldn't suggest ever doing it. You'll go to prison if caught, but your safe watching it.
Cops could care less about what you look at but they will come after you if they know you are fucking animals. Every day, hundreds of thousands of people watch bestiality videos. You have nothing to worry about and you will find some incredibly hot videos as you browse. There's something for everybody on those sites.