I made my confession in person and want to share here
When my daughter and her ex-husband broke up last winter, I thought my torment would end too. You see, for the better part of a year, my ex son-in-law and I were having a serious affair.
It started unexpectedly and hurriedly and continued until just a couple months before they broke up. Turns out, I was not the only woman that he was cheating on my daughter with. Scumbag.
We went to our vacation home and it started there. My husband took my daughters to the club and gym and my son-in-law and I stayed back. He had work to do on his computer and I wanted to clean the house. I walked into their bedroom and found my son-in-law bare naked and pleasuring himself at his computer. I stuttered and he grabbed me and threw me on the bed. I was so turned on. He fucked me like I'd never been fucked before and came harder than I'd ever seen. He fucked me two more times while he was on that trip before he flew home to go back to work. When my husband and I got back home from that trip, I tried to talk to him and tell him it couldn't happen again and instead, we had sex at least once a week until it ended.
When it ended, I ended it because I was really pissed off at him for cheating on me and my daughter. He told me he'd never tell her and I told him he better not.
A couple months after they split up, my daughter was helping me on my computer and saw her ex's email address in the deleted folder. She opened it, it was the only email he'd ever sent me from that address, and it was the picture I let him take of me giving him a blowjob. it was the day before his birthday so it was my gift to him. My daughter looked at me and slapped me. I confessed everything to her. She didn't talk to me for two weeks while she calmed down. She hasn't told her father and says she won't. I know it will take a long time for her to fully forgive me, if she ever does, so I'm working on being a better wife and mom.
I came across this site while searching for similar confessions or stories because I was anxious to see why people like me make the decisions they do.