For three years my moms black boyfriend would have sex with me and my older. Started with my sister then I would have to blow him eventually going all the way. Started when I was 12 and she was 15. We never thought my mom knew until later when it became obvious. His friends would share my sister often but not me, I was his alone. My sis ended up having black babies and is with a black man. Im married to a white woman but serve married black men on the dl. Some consider us abused but we never felt abused. To this day we both enjoy serving black men. I think its very common actually for white men and women to be in sexual service to blacks but its so hush hush. Its like we all know and accept sexual reparations for slavery. Any thoughts on this? I don't think Im alone.