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Confess My Submission
Few years ago I stumbled on IR porn. It became all I could jack to. Then I found gay IR porn then stories about more and more white men submitting to black men in secret. Some openly transforming and others privately accepting their subservient role. This really turned me on and felt right. Following suggestions from bloggers and viewing hypnosis videos I found myself only turned on at the idea of being an object. I started wearing panties around the house and even painted my toes to feel girly. I followed instructions about playing with myself like a girl. Finally I caved in and posted shots of my ass on Craigslist. It took me months before finally giving in. I went to a man's house and gave him head. He was an older mature black man, married too. He walked me through it all. I served him with oral for months until he wanted more then I gave my ass up. For over a year I have transitioned into a servant for black men. On the outside I am a normal straight appearing white guy, no one would guess how much I enjoy being bred and used. In my car, at their homes and offices I have allowed dozens of black men of all ages inside of me. I confess it's an obsession, an addiction and I know I'm not alone. I've found hundreds of fellow married white men who are privately in service for black use.
Now that I have tasted black cock I want it all the time. My mind has been tilted. I now find I desire sexual reassignment surgery. I have to feel a black cock buried in my pussy. As I lay on my back with my shaved legs spread wide open. My black lover excited he has erased this white boi. Replacing him with a loving woman with the constant need to be filled with his big black cock.
I'm married, white, cock sucker -- and love black cock. Especially uncut black cock.
I started watching sissy hypno videos out of curiosity, thinking they were nonsense, but quickly became addicted to them, watching them over and over. All I can tell is that they work, on me anyway.
Good for you that you have found this release. I'm sorry our society isn't more accepting.
Hopefully society will come around ,especially after so many white males decide that being feminized 24/7 and serving black men as their sex slaves becomes popular . I am already living full time as a sissy owned by a very dominant black man and have never been so happy in my entire life. I love dressing and being Masters sissy maid ,waiting on him and all his friends while wearing a french maids outfit doing everything like any other maid as well as being their sissy fuck toy. It makes me feel so good inside to be able to please so many black men sexually .I love it when I make them cum .I cant think of a better way to live than with a huge black cock fucking my mouth and sissy cunt .