Straight male gone bi
I'm a married man. Happily married too.
For as long as I can remember I've wanked over shemale porn. This developed to romantic shemale porn, then cross dresser porn, then no so convincing crossdressers, to sissys and now it's almost exclusively really intimate gay porn with kissing and cum kisses. I love it. The sight of a dick gets my hard almost immediately.
That being said, I've always loved fucking girls and I'm married and love fucking my wife. She is amazing in bed but obviously doesn't know the porn I wank to. I don't see anything wrong with it as it's just what I wank to.
However.
My wife recently read an article about how men love Ass play because of the prostate etc. She started introducing it to the bedroom. Playing with my balls at first, then a bit further back and then finally to my asshole. At first it was just pressure and it felt great but then one day she lubed up and started fingering my ass. Oh my god was it good. If you haven't tried it, try it. Fucking hell ive never cum so much.
Anyway. This got me wondering what I'd been missing.
I mentioned this to a mate who I know is in to all sorts of things and he admitted he loved it too. We were pretty drunk anyway and I have no idea how it happened but the next thing I know he is sucking my dick and fingering my ass. It felt weird at first because I didn't want to cheat on my wife but then I thought 'I know this guy, he isn't going to tell.' So I went with it. Except I pulled him out of my ass, removed my dick from his throat, stripped him off and took him to the shower. We both stripped off and got in and I dropped to my knees and sucked his amazing Dick. I was running him, I was standing back up and pressing myself against him and passionately kissing him. Basically living out the porn I was addicted to.
Finally we got out the shower when to the bedroom and I let him climb in between my legs and take my ass with every inch he had.
He finally ended up cumming in my ass but I wish he had cum in my mouth so I could kiss him and swap it between us.
We've not talked about it since but I know it won't be the last time.
Men, if you've ever thought about it. Find someone you trust and ask. I think you'll be surprised how many guys want to do it too.
You can get STDs from just oral; one gay man posted on here that he didn't think it was possible, but he went to the doc and it was.
I wanted to suck my friend's dick when I was a teenager but never said so. Back then that was homosexual stuff, faggot stuff. It was just starting to be called 'gay'.
I did not want to be gay. But I fantasized about it sometimes.
I still do. I also became interested in shemales and sissy porn.
I had anal sex one time, a long time ago. It was with a shemale, the first one I ever heard about. I was surprised when the clothes came off. I was drunk and decided to try it. It hurt at first but after I relaxed it felt so good I couldn't help but buck my hips back onto her cock.
I sucked her too.
I still think about it and I want to suck cock again, and get taken up the ass again.
That is the thing with porn, it causes you to want to do weird things. You should've stuck to role play with your wife instead of cheating on her. She deserves better; most men don't have a wife you tries to please them like your wife does. She has a life too; quit wasting her time and confess to cheating. Be gay if that is what you want, but don't waste her time when she could have a husband that appreciates her.
Just remember, the Sodomites will rot in Hell for all eternity. Is your eternal soul worth a few hours of sinful pleasure?
So, what... the DEVIL tinkered with the blue print for the male body and slipped in the prostate gland when nobody was looking? Our bodies are a gift from the Lord that we are meant to enjoy.
That enjoyment is between a man and his wife only. It calls gay acts an abomination if you really want to bring the Lord into it. This is found in the NT at the beginning of one of the books. Don't think so, it is easy to type it in and find Bible verses on yahoo or another search engine.
If you want confirmation that "many guys want to do it too", just check out Craigslist and you'll find it's true. Loads of straight guys wanting to try some dick.
DILFs are the best fuck ever.