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I'm 38 and, for most of my life, have been fairly straitlaced woman with strong morals.
After getting divorced earlier this year, I started hanging out with a group of people from work. I work at a small deli, and we all like to have fun on and off the clock. My boss started inviting me to his place to party, and initially I was hesitant, but it sounded like fun, so I started going.
The parties have been crazy fun: booze, drugs, sex. There's usually about a dozen of us, ranging in age from 20 to 45. We usually hang out, get wasted, and fuck each others brains out. I've pretty much done it all this year: orgies, pulling trains, sex with other women. I've even had someone snort blow off of my tits. There is a part of me that feels ashamed by my behavior, but fuck it, you only live once.
When I was divorced/single and in my 40s, I'd spend time hanging out with some friends from work too, though it was always small groups of four or five. Plenty of casual sex, and I saw some amazingly hot things I'd never thought I'd see. It was all fun until one of the guys started spreading an STD. Be careful.
Live it up. After my divorce, I went a bit crazy, too. If it moved and was female, I fucked it. Some really hot women, some I wouldn't touch now for a blank check. One had back surgery, so, we had to be a little creative with positioning, I had a string of 19, 20 year olds from the bar I go to, did a little CL hunting, and, had sex with two, young black women, at the same time, in exchange for buying them booze.
Met a woman one Saturday afternoon at a farmer's market. Hit it off, she was nice and all. Then she, not even myself, hits me with "So, you just want to fuck, right? I'm good with that. Let's go". Great surprise for me, and, I asked no questions.
Nothing wrong at all with what you're doing. Party on!