MY PRIVATE SIDE!!
Straight married guy here. Been married 15 years. I have a nice place in the country where I go to hunt. I have a nice cabin there that I built myself. My wife hates it there and likes being in the city.
I go to my Cabin often on weekends but what no one knows is I have made it in to my own little play house. I have quite a collection of sex toys hidden in a very private spot no one could ever find. I also have some sexy panties and hose plus other sexy women`s underwear like a bra and fake tits G-strings thongs and even a wig make up and high heels.
I like to drink and get a little buzz going then take a nice long hot shower and get very clean inside and out then slip a butt plug in my ass and put on some sexy panties and drink a little more then get dressed up real sexy and play like I am a big whore and a slut.
I sometimes will play all night long with all my toys and love to fuck my ass with anything I can take in my ass. I have a lot of rubber cocks with suction cups that I like to stick all over my cabin and take my time going from one to the other fucking my ass and watching myself in a mirror. Three of them actually shoot fake cum and I mix up a big bowl full and keep it warm then fuck my toys and shoot load after load up my ass.
I have wild fantasies that I like to act out and like to stick one to something and back up on it to fuck my ass then have one stuck in front of me to suck on and shoot the fake cum up my ass and in my mouth. I even like to DP myself with two suction cup cocks in my ass dog style. I have one thick 18" double headed dildo that I can take 14" of it up my ass and keep trying to take all of it.
I have made a few videos that I like to watch and play with my toys then burn them before I leave. Shower play is always very hot when I stick several of my big rubber cocks to the shower wall and fuck all of them until I run out of hot water. I also enjoy going out on the deck on the back of my cabin naked day or night and fucking my toys. I always shoot my load and lick it up and can also fuck my ass with my dick and I love to cum in myself and use my cum as a lube for my toys.
I wished that I knew some one man or woman that would enjoy playing with me in private because I have this wild fantasy of being tied up and having my ass abused with toys strap on or a huge hard cock. The gang bang fantasy is a very hot one two and I would love a group of hot women with strap on cocks fucking me or a group of hung men fucking me in the ass.
Back in my younger teenage years I had two friends that liked to fuck me fairly often. At first they would pull out and cum on me but I started letting them cum in me and it felt great so I know that is where all this started for me many years ago. It is just a part of me I keep secret and something I will always enjoy doing. I am just a very horny kinky man that enjoys a lot of anal play.
This is so satisfying mmmmm
Why not tell your wife and see if she is willing to do things to you anally??? She probably will be relieved that you aren't cheating. Find out her fantasies and try to role play with her. All she can do is say no, but what fun if she said yes. It would be so much better with her wielding the toys ect. and you wouldn't be cheating. Maybe she could get something out of it too.
And -- why not take one or two of your male friends for some cock sucking and ass fucking? My situation is reversed. I'm a 74 year old married cocksucker. Wife and I have a fishing cabin which she loves to go to. I usually stay home to feed two large dogs... and try to have a guy over to feed me some cock. I hope she goes today so a new man can come feed me. Does she know? I don't think so. Does she suspect something --- yeah , I think she might. I guess I need to suck lots more cock. Thanks.
Cheating is cheating. You should get a toy and do things with your wife, who you signed a marriage contract with to be faithful.
She knows.
You dont carry on to the extent that you do, including disappearing without her on weekends, alone, time and again, and then come home and none of what you are is evident, at all, to her or anyone.
Folks may not know everything you are doing, but they. Can most def tell something is up with you and that cabin of yours you go to by yourself time and again.
Yeah she probably thinks it is a woman. Let her in on it that you like some anal and maybe your wife can really help you with your fantasies. Never know until you communicate.