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Turning Into A Closet Sissy
So whats happening to me?? A few years ago I came across interracial porn. For some reason it really turned me on. I got into watching gangbangs of black men on a white girl and found it hot. Gradually it became all I could get off to when it came to porn. Then I stumbled across bbc hypnosis for white women to submit, even if married, to black men. They call it the New World Order. In those sites and more I found interracial gay porn and hypnosis for white men as well. I found that part of the order is for white men to submit as well. This kept turning me on and in reading I found that it was the black dick in the porn that I was deep down turned on to. I found this to be true. I also started finding myself wanting to be the white girl getting banged rather than the man tearing it up. So I started watching bbc hypnosis just out of curiosity. So now all I watch is gay interracial porn. I post to craigslist and take pictures of myself for black men. I bought and wear panties in some of these pics. I think about bbc everyday and how or whom I could be of service to. All while maintaining an outwardly straight masculine lifestyle. Its getting stronger. I wake up and want to watch ir porn and bbc posts. Ive thought about buying a plug to wear and break myself in. Ive tried hooking up but have got nervous. I can't believe this is happening yet I love the feeling. Does this happen often? Do white men secretly serve black men in society yet its hush hush? I don't know but I know whats happening in me.
Put on a pair of panties and go to an Adult Bookstore in the bad part of town. Once you're in a booth and black cock comes thru the hole, you'll know you've found your place in the world. Make sure you bring lots of money so you can keep the movies running.
I'm a white sissy crossdresser and all I think about is being turned out by a large group of black men taking turns showing me how much it hurts the first time feeling them breaking in my mouth and ass for the first time and telling me the truth about why I'm so eager to be pimped out as a big black cock sucking white sissy whore in heels stockings and lingerie
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56 married male and I too wish that I was the white woman among a group of BBC. I have been with a black man before and have asked him to have a friend or two next time we meet but so far nothing. Years ago before I married my wife, she was the white girl among the BBC men often but now wants nothing to do with it.
You've described my life exactly.
You're addicted to the imagery and the feeling it gives you. nothing more. Love the fantasy but the reality can be very dangerous and may not be what you really want.
BBC drives me crazy!!! Love to suck it in my wife's Lisa sexyou flowers panties....when BBC see'some me in her panties, game on they know they have a white boy that loves big black cock,!!...Ron .P
Have similar thoughts. Straight until I see BBC and go all queer. Think about cock all of the time now. 58 mwm