I like the idea of soft voyeurism and threesomes, but...

I've been dating my boyfriend for almost 7 months now. I love him like crazy, and he loves me back. We live more than 5'000 miles apart but we will have our own family in the future.
He's very hot, but he doesn't like to hang with people, and he never had any kind of sexual intercourse, while I did a few times. He's insecure because of that, and while I can talk about anything with him, I can't talk about my past sex life, because it hurts him.
Anyways, we will meet this summer and we will have a lot of fun. I'm just very uncomfortable with some thiughts I had lately. He has a best friend who is handsome, and I've been dreaming of having a threesome with them. Once when while we were on Skype, I took a screenshot of them lying on my boyfriend's bed, staring at his laptop which was on his legs, and the picture really looks like they're staring at me with soft gazes while I give my boyfriend a blowjob. I love the picture and I got off to it a few times.
I love my boyfriend and hate to hurt him, but I becoming restless with this fantasy.
I'm sorry for the lenght and it was probably boring, but I don't have anyone to talk to about this and I needed to let it out somewhere.

By Anonymous

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