Having a long term affair with a childhood friend
I had kind of a weird sexual life. I was fucking my friend since high school. We lived close by and went all through grammar school through high school together. In our sofmore year we started having sex and lost our virginity together. We both found other relationships then before I met my wife we dated again but it was really just a sexual relationship we both enjoyed.Later I found the woman I wanted and married her. My friend, she too found someone and got married. Several years into my marriage my wife's best friend asked me to fuck her. I wanted to but I didn't want to take a chance on my marriage so I told her to ask my wife. My wife told her friend she wanted a 3 some and would let me fuck her while my wife watched. My wife told her friend she was bi curious and wanted to have sex with her too. We all got together, discussed it and made promises that her friend and I could do this once and there would be no sneaking around. We all agreed and had our threesome. Her friend was a very good looking woman with huge tits, I admit she's turned me on and I fantasized fucking her when I fucked my wife or masturbated to the thoughts of her sucking my dick. Not long after I caught my wife cheating on me with the guys she worked with. Something wasn't right, after some spying I found my wife was cheating on me for a few years. I went back to her best friend and asked her if she knew, she denied it. A few moths later I was fucking my wifes friend on a regular basis. She said she hated my wife for the deception now knowing my wife used her as a cover up when she went out, saying they went out together when my wife was hooking up with her guys from work. At this point my marriage was over but we were still living together. Out of no where my childhood friend called me to see how I was doing. I told her everything that went on. I told her I wanted to have a sexual relationship with her again and a week later we were back in bed together for 5 years.Then it died between us, her husband suspected us cheating so we stopped. 2 weeks ago she called me, "I want to get laid" she said. I said tell that to your husband, no she said I want to fuck you, I haven't been laid since we were together last time. I didn't believe her but it was true. So now I'm back with the woman who took my virginity all over again, I'm loving it. Unfortunitly my wifes friend was killed in a car crash a few years ago and I wasn't fucking my wife after I saw how often she cheated. My wife knew her fomer friend and I fucked a lot and she continued fucking a lot of guys. I was miserible when she was killed in a car crash, like a huge piece of my life was gone. My wife and I split up and moved to separate residences. I have my friend over at least once a week for sex, her husband knows and says nothing. He only cares she food shops, does laundry and cooks his meals. His dick doesn't get hard she said so he don't care she's fucking me, he thinks it's funny. She's no beauty these days but she is very sexual and gives the best blow jobs I ever had. I don't need or want anyone else, I have a sexlife and my freedom, it don't get much better than that. My now estraged wife has become bitter, very emotional and depressed, she's no longer screwing around, can't keep a friend has no sexlife and still has a reputation of being a slut. I have no intentions of taking her back, I wouldn't fuck her with a stick.
Do you use a rubber?
Things turned out all right.Good on you!