My obsession with blowjobs 3
I am happily married to Barb and don't plan to leave. But that doesn't mean I don'thave fantasies.
I love oral sex. Love, love, love it! So much so, that I have figured out several ways I'd like to have my cock sucked.
First, I think chubby women are HOT! So all of these girls should be chubby, with wide hips, a full rack, round full ass, thick thighs, and a meaty pussy. They should have average to slightly chubby, cute faces. I am not racist at all, but I know what I like. I like creamy white skinned women with dark hair, but blonde would be fun too.
My first fantasy is....I would like this woman to use her hands on my body and balls as she blows me off, but rarely on my cock, with that mostly being her mouth only. Occasionally she can use a finger to tease, or smear my precum across my cockhead before she licks her finger clean and then my cock too, then continues in her slutty duties. She should know what she's doing and do it with pride, but make it all about servicing me and doing it right. She will take orders and do as told immediately, without hesitation, no matter how nasty my command is. Her only payment is having the privilage of the job. It shouldn't be a mutual thing, it should be her serving and servicing me and my cock, on her knees in front of me, mouth open and full, doing this filthy job the way she was told to do it and the way she knows she's supposed to. It is expected and she cannot disappoint. When she is finished, she'll swallow my cum and I'll thank her for her services and the use of her mouth, and do it in a demeaning way that reminds her of how dirty she is for having done this job, but also makes her secretly like it and look forward to next time. I would let her know I WILL be calling again and she will be ready to service me again at that time, immediately.
Next, I want a woman to suck my cock sort of timidly, as if she doesn't know if it is the right thing to do but doesn't really have a choice either. She will take orders, do as told, but be a little slow to do so. She might be punished for not obeying fast enough or in the right way. She'll be experienced previously, but not a lot, so some teaching will be needed for her to serve my needs. She will learn. Her prior experiences have already taught her that a large, salty load is waiting for her from inside my balls and she is expected to take it however it is served to her. Once taught to service me properly, she'll perform for me on my command and occasionally ask if she is doing a good job. Sometimes she will get no answer and this will make her try a little harder. From the beginning, when she sucks me she will take my load anywhere I want to put it, and mostly this will be in her mouth, and she will then hold it in her mouth, at first from hesitation and dislike, until she is told to swallow at which point she would do so reluctantly when still yet untrained. Later, she would hold it until told to swallow from training and she would then do so immediately, although she would never learn to like it at all, but she WILL learn to keep it hidden that she doesn't enjoy it. Anything she lets show that she has a dislike for, she will most assuredly be doing more often, and punished (softly but firmly, and she would not enjoy it) for failure to perform.
Finally, I want a woman to suck my cock as if she is cum hungry and has an absolute need for it. She is serving me but I am almost more serving her needs. She would have a fetish for the taste and texture of cum in her mouth and throat, and can't get enough. A load swallowed is only a temporary fix, and she needs it nearly daily. She will beg for it at times, saying "please let me suck your cock", even often whining in near misery from need when she says it. She would slow down some when told to, but not as much as was intended, and may even have to be forcefully stopped occasionally. Finally, I would satisfy her lust by filling her face full of my cum, and she would swallow every drop and lick up any that spilled out. Then she would attempt to get a second cum load from my balls, which she would really have to work for, and she would, slowing down more now than before, and taking the time to do it how she must so she gets what she needs again, and being very patient in waiting the required time for my nuts to replenish. She is somewhat satisfied from my first load. She still wants more. HOWEVER, even when she's had enough, she still cannot stop until I have said so. She must remember, first and foremost, she is there to serve my needs, and she will suck me off and swallow anytime she is told to do so. As a treat, she may occasionally get to suck off and swallow another person of my choosing, just so,she can sample some different flavors.
More later as my fantasies develope! Are there any women out there like this now? Suck your man off tonight and do a good job! Tell him to let you know you did a good job, too. You need to feel dirty inside.
Didn't even read your 3 paragraphs in the middle. Got caught on the I love BARB part. Maybe Barb will read this one day and wonder if it is you. Tell your fantasies to Barb and try to spice your life up with her. Lusting will lead to adultery and if you love Barb, then quit thinking of cheating on Barb. Barb deserves better than that. Go to Barb and tell her what you would like to do to her and what you would like to do to Barb. If she doesn't like to do that, then tell her it makes you have cheating fantasies when she doesn't and see if she can maybe meet you in the middle. Sounds like you either watch too much porn or you don't love Barb like you say you do. Quit thinking of cheating on Barb.
So you are a bloke who likes being blown, yup? Well that must be so unusual. NOT