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Crossdressing ruining my marriage
I am a crossdresser & have been all my life.I am on my second marriage but its not looking good.The urge to be a woman is too great, I will spend weeks on end living as Joanne. My wife wants nothing to do with my desires, when I dress up all logic goes out the window. When I was younger & would dress, I wanted to be all woman, so I went to a beauty salon & got a feminine cut & frosted then I had them wax my eyebrows really thin & highly arched, then got my nails done, the woman told me the whole time that the nails would last 3 weeks. From there I went & had my ears pierced with 3 holes in each ear. Well, of course my mother & sister seen me & asked if I was queer. The next day I went out & got my prescription glasses in a womans style. I would sunbathe in a bikini out in the yard, I loved the tan lines. One day a salesman came by the house, mom & my sister were at the store,I was wearing a denim mini skirt, turtle neck sweater, suntan pantyhose, open toed heels, bra & pantys, full makeup & I had my hair up with large hoops in my ears. I invited him in & next thing you know I was sucking him off. He blew a lot of cum all over my face & the rest in my mouth, as I was cleaning his cock off, in walks mom & my sister. I told mom that he was my first,then mom asked me if I liked it, I told her no....I loved it.
It's a funny thing but although I consider myself to be a straight male I often have a really strong urge to blow a guy. I have a number of gay and bi male friends so it is easy for me to sate my urges. I have never taken it or given it up the arse - with a man - me and my wife regularly have anal sex though but that is my hetero life. I do tell my wife when I have blown someone and she wants to join in when I do it but I feel that I would be very comfortable with this arrangement. But never say never.