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My problem is....
I can't seem to trust anyone enough to date them, I meet men in social settings but when they ask if I will go out with them I always say no. I have not had a "boyfriend" in years but I still have fun. Nothing made me this way that I can think of, I was not dumped at the alter, abused or anything else like that, I just cannot seem to meet a guy who is interesting enough to date.
I seem to be desirable because I get asked out often, have one co-worker who always asks what I am doing either night of the weekend. He is just not my type and I have overheard him in the past talking trash about other women in the company he has dated and screwed.
I have had sex from time to time with some men but no dating, it is interesting to hear a guy ask you why I had sex with him but do not want a relationship. The shoe is on the other foot, I just wanted you for sex now leave me alone until I want sex again. I even had a great encounter at a party in the bathroom, guy wanted me we had been talking for quite some time so I invited him into the bathroom. He went right to his knees lifting my skirt up and kissing my panties. He pulled my panties off and licked me until I had a great orgasm. He did not even get his pants off and I opened the bathroom door telling him that was great thanks. The look on his face was awesome, I wonder if he kept my panties.
So not sure how this writing will help my relationship status but it is good to write about your life in a journal type of environment sometimes it can be enlightening to get feedback.
Sounds more like you need a good ol' countryboy gang bang!!!
It sounds to me that you're looking for a cuckold. You like humiliating and frustrating guys. You can't date a guy if he
seems too confident, but you keep looking for someone. You enjoyed humiliating and frustrating that guy in the bathroom and loved the look on his face as you walked away leaving him there to deal with it. You may not think this is true, but just for a moment I want you to imagine this. You're living with this guy. He worships you. He'd do anything for you. Then you walk in the house with another guy. You smile at boyfriend and tell him you're going to go into the bedroom and fuck this guy. You see the hurt look on his face as you take the hand of your lover and head down the hall. You smile as you hear him whine behind you. Then you know he's listening outside the door. He's probably crying, so you make your moans and groans of desire louder and louder. You cry out, "Oh yeah baby cum in me!" Just so he can hear. Then you scream,"Ohhhhhhh Fuckkkkkk!" as you cum. As you lay there with this other guys cum seeping from your pussy you yell out, "Get in here
(Whatever his name is)" As he stands there whimpering, you order him to get some tissue and clean up the mess your lover has made between your legs. When he doesn't clean it just right, you humiliate him further by ordering him to lick up the rest of it while your lover watches.
Sound good?
Im the same way but look at it this way, when you find that one person that you "click" with in that way you'll know to never let them go.