OH FUCKING HELL

I screwed up big time.I'm now pregnant but not carrying my husbands baby.I just had to go and be a stupid slut.What the fuck am I gonna do?
We'd been trying for a baby for 6 months and nothing.Then we started arguing and he called me barren and I got real mad and then decided we needed a break from each other.See I was so scared because the only thing I could think of was what if one of us couldn't have kids?What if it was me?
So with that thought in my head I went out with my girlfriends to get drunk.It was an interesting night for sure.Bumped into my ex.First he acted like he wasn't interested then my friend let slip my situation and he was very much interested.He wouldn't leave me alone and later on when me and the girls got separated I drunkenly agreed to go back to his place.
So back at his place I had sobered a bit and after having a coffee I remember making out with him,don't know why the hell for.Guess being mad at my husband and the booze helped.Soon I had all my clothes taken off me and still I wasn't bothered.I was even a little more sober now and felt quite horny.I might add my ex was the 2nd guy I had ever been with in my early 20's,he also was the best lover and had the biggest dick.
He was kneeling beside me kissing me with 2 fingers in me and I pulled away and asked if he had a condom.He said no but he would pull out.So I stupidly said ok.So he got between my legs and pushed that 9 inch dick in me,I forgot how big it felt.We fucked for ages in several positions.I came 4 times and totally forgot about him.He must've come during one of my orgasms because I never noticed or felt him.I told him to pull out and realized why we I was so wet and slippery.There was cum all the way up his dick and on his pubic hair and also partially up my front underneath my bellybutton.It was now oozing out over my butt crack.I yelled oh fuck.He said sorry.I didn't think seeing as I had my period a week earlier and was convinced I couldn't get pregnant.So I forgot about it and weeks later no period.Do a test,now I'm about 7 or so weeks pregnant.
What the FUCK am I gonna do?

By Anonymous

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