Have I been hypnotized?
I'm 25 yo 6ft 210 very athletic never had a problem with getting attractive girls. For the last few months I've been seeing this 37yo 5ft 10in probably 200lb woman with a unique face, the complete opposite of the girls I normally date. The weird thing is I feel completely unable to say no to her. She will call on a Friday night and I'll drop everything to go over have sex with her and do whatever else she wants me to do. There are things I really don't want to do and haven't done with anyone else like having unprecedented sex, toys, taking naked pictures of me, eating out her ass, shaving her legs, giving her full body massages and on and on. I feel like I physically have to do it mixed in with this I don't want to disappoint her emotion. I started thinking I was hypnotized when she had me eat her out right after sex and I did it without hesitation even though it was grossest thing I've ever been asked to do. When she calls I try not answer it but I always do, then hear her relaxed yet authoritative voice and it is like a switch is hit. Also there are a few sober nights nights we spent together that are kind foggy including the day we met. If you have any idea what is going on please let me know?
Dude... You're in love.
Um...there are a few things possible. You could be making this up and you really do have a reason to go see her. You're making up excuses for your own behavior. And can't just accept the fact that you want that fat bitches ass cheeks on your face. Maybe she is your sugar mamma or you have some fucked up unsolved mommy issues so you reenact them with this lady.
You might get some self ego boost with her who knows? You don't give much detail. Oh and as far as attractive girls go, they don't find you VERY special besides maybe your looks. Maybe this fat lady looks at you differently. You might not see it at first but your subconscious does.
There is no such thing as mind control or hypnosis that lasts for a long period of time...that's only on sci fi channel.
I don't believe anybody is going to do something he doesn't want to do especially if they are not physically forced to do so. You can't help it to leave on Friday to see her? Well then drink yourself to sleep and turn your phone off.