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At 14 my neighbor who was in his 40's started in by giving me massages after school and they made me really relaxed and I told him that they felt really great then one afternoon he pulled my shorts off and I was naked laying before him and his hands were all over my body and when he went higher and higher rubbing my thighs and started in rubbing my ass I never thought it would feel so good but it5 did and I told him his hands felt hot but so good and he touched my anus and I just layed there and soon he started in pushing his finger into me and bent down and kissed my neck and I must have said something and he started in kissing me more and more even sucking on the side of my neck which I loved and soon it wasn't his finger in me but his cock going deeper and deeper till he was fucking me with all his might and I was taking all of him telling him not to stop ever and just as he came he'd rammed his cock ball deep into me and hold onto my hips pulling me tight against him filling my ass with his cum which I soon learned to love.
I started in stopping by his house on the way home from school and got fucked by him several times daily then he asked me to spend the night with him.
For three years I was his then all of a sudden he moved never seen hide nor hair of him till the day I went into the navy.