Sex addict

F24 and fucked for the first time and enjoyed it. But soon I was in great remorse. Next Sunday after the mass, I went for confession to my Pastor. Beside the dimly-lit cubicle I sat to face him. He asked me many intimate questions as how I did it and how it went! As I was relating the event to him I suddenly heard shuffles of clothes, I made good look into his side through the small decorated window - Jesus!! saw his hard cock in his hand - masturbating. That was the end of my confession!

S what you're saying is that you try to live your life according to what your faith teaches, and sometimes you slip up. And that shocks you? Where in Christianity did you get the idea that humans can be perfect and refrain from sinning? You're not going to hell because you masturbate sometimes. Even if you believe that's a sin, you also believe that Jesus forgives sins. If He can forgive murderers he can forgive you for playing with yourself and watching dirty movies.

I hear where you're coming from. Honestly, my story is the most bizzare and unbelievable one out there.
The thing is, I have no interest in dating and no plans to ever get married; but despite that, I have looked at pornography for years. Because I always looked at porn I masturbated but didn't even know what I was doing or that it was a sin until recently.
Now I'm trying much harder but still have my slip-ups, and everytime I just hate myself for it!
The only thing you can do is continually remibd yourself not to do it. Also; and I know this will be difficult to do; when you feel an urge, try to put yourself in a area where you can't masturbate, a public area without restrooms, like a game store until it passes.

Is masturbating and fantizising really a sin?

I think so. I think after we get older it is because we know the difference between right and wrong as opposed to the innocent days of our youth. As in "to put away childish things"