My trial by fire when I was a little kid
As a child I was a very shy, introverted and delicate boy, I didn't have many friends, I was teased by other kids and my father was very strict with me.
In fact, my father did not hesitate to beat me and use the belt on me, It bothered him that I was "weak like a female"; but there was one time when he was merciless with me.
I was 8 years old, and I was alone in my room, when my father came in, he ordered me to take off my shoes and socks and follow him into the cellar. Of course I obeyed (I was unable to rebel against him), so I followed my father barefoot and submissively. Once we got to the cellar I discovered that my father had prepared a bed of crackling burning red embers, at first I didn't realize, then I remembered I was barefoot, like a cold shower. Trembling like a leaf I asked my father what his intentions were, he, without batting an eyelid, ordered me to walk on the embers with my bare soles. As you can well imagine, I, an 8 year old boy, fell to my knees begging him not to subject me to that ordeal, but he slapped me, takes me up and started pulling me towards the embers keeping telling me not to be a sissy and to act like a man.
Of course in the end I had to submit to the order and walk barefoot on the burning embers. It was painful, I assure you it was, my delicate eight year old skin on my soles felt all the burning of the embers, and my father was annoyed that I was sobbing and moaning in pain.
He subjected me to three walks, and on the third he ordered me to stay on the embers, I started to jump and "dance" on it, asking him why. He replied that as a softie I deserved to suffer. I danced on the coals for a few minutes until I couldn't take it anymore and collapsed to the ground, starting to massage my burned soles in an attempt to soothe the pain as I cried.
Are you and your father indian od paki?
My sympathies dear.
Are you still a pathetic sissy?