Intriguing

This is just so weird. It makes me uncomfortable in the light of day, but at night, maybe after a few lines and a drink or two, I can easily lose myself in the fantasy.

I gotta start by saying that my family dynamic is strange and complicated and uncommon. There's a lot of generational weirdness and I'm sure this is why this particular situation has come up and why I'm pretty sure my suspicions are correct.
I still doubt myself and think it might just be me over thinking and over analyzing stuff.

My mom has been saying things, asking questions recently. Seemingly probing and gauging my answers or reactions. Separately her boyfriend has been doing it too. I feel like a lot of innuendo has been thrown around. I don't know exactly what they are hinting at or working up to but I have an idea it's about her boyfriend fucking me. Or something along those lines.

I'm just going with it. Letting them work up to just asking me or letting them chicken out. Maybe it'll become clear and I'll realize I'm an idiot and made the whole thing up in my head.

But even if it's all in my head, I have been thinking about it. A lot. I wouldn't do a threesome with my mom and him. But I might be okay with me and him doing stuff. In a certain arrangement, everyone on the same page.

I wonder how many people have been in my situation and actually crossed that line. And I wonder if it's sustainable.

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