Worshipping, A Sub a Slave to Black Men. Am I all fucked up? (M)

Being honest? I was a racist KKK type until age 26. Oh, I was a
A bigot sonofabitch. By age 33 I was anything but now somebody tell me. ( not the comment fucking up TROLL)

I fell in love with a woman who'd had lots of black cock. She was working for one, fucking him when I met her. What a moron! As if her previous or giving up black cock had shit to do with me? As if I was a fucking saint that had not fucked many different races and ethnicities ( double standard bastard) But as not so unusual her past bothered me. It even hurt that she'd lowered herself to that. Shit, I often hated her. In my tiny racist mind she had stooped as low as white girls go.

My sick genius idea? Yes, persuade her to fuck as many black men as possible. Get that shit out of her head. At the time, I had never heard of cuckoo's or hot wives or QoS. So with lots of fantasy and persuasion I got her to go fuck a black man. I ate her pie. Fuck I did not even know that was a " Thing" (What's up with " just knowing that?")

Anyway fucking backfired, it turned me on! Like got me crazy turned on...counter intuitive reaction. I wanted more, more dates, getting picked up, old black lovers, more. Soon I was obsessed! She says, " If you want me to fuck around I'll choose who and what color I fuck!" Bummer, I only wanted BBC not white guys who might steal her away. She was no more a whore than I was, loose morals, yes! But I was demanding she be a whore on demand for my fetish, obsession.

Well, eight years, two kids later she left, divorced me found a nice fellow, no more pimp ass me.

I got other relationships and of course, I wanted them to be whores. " hot wives" if that sounds better, same difference.(oxymoron) I got two, about 18 months each happy to go slutting. Then, bringing this shit up...fuck you! Romance over.

Horny, obsessed, sex crazed, kinky I began hitting Xxx movies, Bookstores, and yes Gay Bath houses frequented by black men. Oh yeah! If I could not get women to get black cock..then I would get it. As a man, sissy or cross dresser pretending I was a woman getting it for me. ( absolutely convolouted)

I advertised on Craigslist T-GURL seeks black cock to drain. Fuck a hot CD BBC ONLY! I rimmed black men, sucked toes, let them piss in my mouth or on me. Got gangbanged, sex pug for BBC.

Fuck a shrink some trust fund little privileged prick. This is what I have become. But as age creeps up black men to even use me will be far and few between. Am I fucked and soon not to be?

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