Not feeling guilty for having gay sex
I am a married man who does everything for everyone 24/7 with very little time to myself. Christmas eve i decided to go to a gay bathhouse and was not many there and nothing happened but was chatting with a guy online from another app sharing pics as i was masturbating and while my wife was at work decided to meet at my house. I needed it so bad and apparently he did too. Got home got nude and waited. He showed up and we went right to my bedroom and as soon as we got on the bed he was inside of me. No oral not much talking just straight to anal sex. Bareback no condom. It was like i have not had a smoke in a while. Older guy big bear type grey beard. I was cumming and then felt him pull out and cum on me. I just layed there in a state of bliss. He got up put his pants on and i whispered thank you. A year of stress gone. No my wife does not know and it felt so good to do something i should not be doing. Taking off my fucking halo. Don't even know his name but thank you.
Dec 27
I bottom bareback for some guys I met online for the same reason. Wife never wants sex anymore and it feels good.
A couple of times at sleepovers at my best friend's house when we were kids. LOL
My first experience happened with an adult male when I was twelve. Getting his adult sized erection into my child sized anus hurt like crazy !!!!!!
LoL omg yeah, same for me when I had just turned 13
I bottomed often with two of my best friends, separately, neither knew of the other, from when I was like twelve until I was just about fourteen. During middle school I started liking girls. My first experience with a girl was with a neighbor's chubby nine year old daughter when I was fifteen. I did anal sex to her, basically because that was all I had known about until that point, but eventually we transitioned to regular sex by the time she was ten. We continued our intermittent secret sexual relationship only when the opportunity to do it without getting caught presented itself up until she had her first period at thirteen and refused to continue. I eventually found a girlfriend my age and just simply went on. As an adult my wife has no idea of my history as I do not think it is any of her business. I am who I am today and who I will continue to be is all that is important to her and to the general history of our entire planet. I feel no remorse or shame. I did what I did at the time because back then it seemed like a good idea. I must admit that the fact that I was never caught or found out has a lot to do with how I feel about it so I recognize exactly how lucky I have been.
I did stuff to younger boys when I was like fourteen.
They let me do it to them, so I did it to them. I'd squirt pretty fast inside them and just jerk them off to dry orgasms afterwards. I did it a bunch of times. They were the younger brothers of my friends.
In my mid teens I did stuff preteen boys too !!!
I was bottoming for my older brothers friends when I was 9. I was cute and really sissy acting and I was attractive to them. I started enjoying it immensely the dry orgasms were so worth it