Feeling guilty

When I met my gf she drank too much and did drugs occasionally. She was a good fuck so I put up with it for a while. Then I told her I wouldn’t deal with it anymore. I told her I would help her get help and get clean if she wanted but if not I was done. She got off the drugs and has been sober now for 2 years. She is a great gal and appreciates that I stuck with her through the painful process of getting clean and sober. She would do anything for me. I admitted to her that I loved showing her off in a short dress or low cut top. I told her I had fantasies about showing her off. She told me that after every thing I had done for her to help her the last few years she would help make my fantasies come true if that is what I wanted. I struggled with my decision to ask her to make my fantasies a reality. We talked and I asked her to be a topless waitress for me and my friends for football night. She said it might be embarrassing and she might struggle with it but she would do her best. The guys came over for the game and I told them she was going to be our waitress for the evening so anything they wanted just ask (food or drink). She was in the kitchen when one of the guys asked for a beer. I did not tell them she would be topless and she was not topless when they arrived. Before she brought him the beer he asked for I met her in the kitchen. I told her she did not have to go topless. She said she thought that’s what I wanted. I said I would love to show her off topless but not if it was too embarrassing for her she didn’t have to. She took off her shirt and handed it to me. Then she took off her bra and handed it to me. Her beautiful bouncy breasts there for me to see was amazing. She started blushing and said OMG my nipples are hard. She cupped her breasts with her hands smiling and blushing at the same time. She said are you sure this is what you want? I could hardly contain the rise in my levi’s. She looked at the lump in my pants and gave me a wink and said I hope they enjoy them as much as you do. She grabbed a beer from the fridge and headed for the living room. The guys caught a look at her walking towards them and a roar came the living room. I stood back in the kitchen and just watched for a minute. The guys complimented her on her pretty titties. She blushed and shyly responded that she was glad they liked them. She glanced back at me and still blushing said she would be their waitress for the evening if there was anything they wanted to eat or drink. One of them jokingly said what if I just want to look. She giggled a little and said well that’s what there out here for so feel free to look all he wanted. She smiled and kind of struck a pose for him to look at her titties. She returned to the kitchen where I was. She said your friends seem nice. I said are you ok? She said yeah I am and it’s not so bad letting them see my chest but she was a bit embarrassed at her hard nipples. I said I’m sure the guys were liking those as well. She smiled and her face turned red and she said they didn’t take their eyes off of her. I said she could stop and didn’t have to continue. She said I’m doing this for you and if it made me happy that’s what she wanted to do. I told her she was gorgeous and I loved it. She said you’re sure you want to show me off like this? I said honestly honey I would show you off naked that’s how much I enjoy you. She just smiled as someone asked for another beer. She teased a little by saying can’t stay in the kitchen, I have to show my nipples to John. The game was just about over and she had done well. One of the guys said she was an almost perfect waitress. She laughed and said almost? He said she was gorgeous but perfect would be seeing the rest of her. I was standing in the kitchen getting a sandwich when she came back to the kitchen. She said did you here what they said? I said no. She said they want to see the rest. I just looked at her. She said if you want me too I will. I said as much as I would love it I didn’t want to put her in a position she didn’t want. She said again, I’m doing this for you. She said is this the fantasy you thought it would be? I said oh yeah. Without saying anything else she slipped her shoes, socks and jeans off and handed them to me. Standing in just her thong, she asked, do these come off too in your fantasy? I smiled and said are you shaved? She said of course that’s the way you like it isn’t it? I said yes it is. I said and they do come off in my fantasy. She slid her thongs off and I just looked at her standing there gorgeous as ever. She smiled and said, got to go, got beer to deliver. I followed her to the living room where the other guys were. They were speechless. She said she didn’t want to be almost perfect, she wanted to be perfect and then blushed and laughed. She looked at me and I was enjoying this so much. The guys left about a half hour later and I couldn’t wait. We had amazing sex. She said was my fantasy as good as I thought it would be? I told her it was amazing and I loved it. She said she didn’t want to do it all the time but if I needed a fantasy fix she would do it again if I asked. There have been times when I just asked her to go topless and other times I wanted the whole fantasy. She has never turned me down and I kind of feel guilty asking because I know she won’t turn me down. Am I taking advantage of her?

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