My mom taught me to "Moo"
I'm not saying it was anything normal--far from it--but my mom taught me how to act like a farm animal since I was young.
By the time I was in my late teens, I was full blown. I really thought I was part cow. I was also a heavy gay guy and my identity of being part cow attracted a lot of really hot guys. I was getting hammered like nobody's business.
My mom was fine with this. She would laugh about it, even.
After a lot of therapy, I've been working to unpack this with a therapist. It is a cluster. I still act out like a cow sometimes (it's instinct), and I have flings with guys who have given me more STDs than I can count.
I'm 24 and still live with mom. I don't really know what to do. I'm really good at a few video games. That keeps my spirit upright, but I know that it isn't a thing.
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