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I wish I didn't have this.
I love kids. (As long as they're properly cooked, I usually say.) But, if I really can confess something here, I love kids between the ages of 11 and 14, just when the hormones are raging and the kids are changing and the curiosity can be handled by a friend of the family, what we used to call an "Uncle" figure.
I've never acted out on these feelings, but I am addicted to internet porn, especially of the types that I shouldn't be looking for. I feel completely dominated by these feelings and urges and would LOVE to act out, but won't because - at the age of 15 - I myself was molested by a teacher and have never been the same. These particular urges have been around since shortly after I was molested, and I have never acted out on them but I would love to do so.
I've been seeing a therapist for years now but it just isn't doing the trick. Now, I'm trying to find a treatment center in my state that takes the state insurance. Haven't found it yet.
I wasn't molested as a child, although I sometimes wish I was. I‘m a man in his 20s who is sexually attracted to young boys. I like boys around 8 and up, especially boys 10 to 12 years old. I like going to local swim meets and practices during the season because I love looking at little boys in speedos. They're so cute and sexy, and it‘s the closest legally that I can come to seeing a boy naked. I like looking at the outline of a boy‘s penis through his speedo and being able to see the size and shape of his penis, and being able to tell if he's circumcised. I have a 12 year old second cousin named Matthew and I am intensely sexually attracted to him, and I have been since I met him when he was 10. He's just the cutest, sweetest little boy with beautiful big blue eyes and the cutest smile. Even his voice as a boy of his age is so cute! My dick gets rock hard whenever I‘m around him because he's so cute! Honestly, I‘d like to make love to him! I‘ve been thinking about taking Matthew camping alone, just me and him, to an isolated spot with a lake. If I can convince cute little Matthew to go skinny dipping, then I can see him, my beautiful "loved boy", naked for the first time and see his penis.
Have you done it yet? I would definitely help molest him.
Yeah, I was molested when I was 4 to 6yrs old. Still turns me on to this day and wish I knew then what I know now. Probably the rain I'm bi.
Sounds crazy to some maybe, but I think it's normal to have desires for a human in their prime thats biologically mature enough to reproduce. I don't know about 11 personally, but I often can't tell the difference between 15 and 19 these days.
I wish I was molested by my football coach
Keep trying to find a treatment center. You already got a good start by admitting you have a problem. It's a hard road but I wish you success in overcoming your addiction.
The struggle is real. I have a teen stepdaughter who likes to wear a t shirt and panties around the house. I tell her to wear shorts but she refuses. Says it’s comfortable and she’s just at home and wants to relax. I tell her when she moves I can see her ass and cleavage but she doesn’t care.
My wife was strict on making sure my stepdaughter was covered up, but it still wasn't enough to stop me from drooling over her. I did get to sample the goods too, btw. As a red blooded man, I think it's hard to live with an attractive, unrelated female in your home and not want to f**k her.
Damn straight. Especially when they show off every chance they get.