Please don't judge

This stuff happens, but it doesn't happen in healthy families...at least I don't think. When you grow up without a father or siblings I think there are a few ways things usually go. One of the results is a feminized young man who is goofed up because his mom always burdened him with her depression over failed relationships. Another thing that often happens is the son will leave home as soon as he can and either have a codependent relationship or failed relationships like his mom. Neither of those were how my experience was.

In my situation I was without a father due to unfortunate circumstances and not a bad relationship between my parents. My mom was a single mom at a fairly young age and chose to focus on raising me the best she could and didn't date anyone. We are very close and are very comfortable sharing things with each other. I ha e always admired her beauty, buy never in a lustful way. I think it was the same for her. She would comment on my body but in a flattering boost your self esteem kind of way.

When I got to high school I began playing football and put on a lot of muscle at the same time I became more of a man. One day after practice I took a shower and when I was walking to my room my mom playfully bumped me with her shoulder as a football player would do. I went to get her back and like predator and pret she ran to her room and I chased her. I sort of knocked her onto her bed and we began to wrestle. She was laughing hysterically as I tried to pin her hands above her head.

As we are play wrestling we almost simultaneously realized my towel was open and her sundress was up. I could feel our privates touching and the warmth coming from her. I started to apologize and she stopped me saying shhh shhh. We just looked at eachother and she said it's ok. Our hips began to gyrate and thr next thing I knew I was part way inside her. She pulled me down on top of her and we continued moving our hips in perfect rhythm. After only a few minutes we both climaxed and then laid there breathing heavily. I got up and we haven't talked about it once. That was about 15 years ago.

By Anonymous Sep 11

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