First gyno exam

When I was a teen, back in 1970, I thought I should go on the pill just in case I was going to lose my virginity but didn't want my parents to find out. My friend and I heard there was a clinic downtown that didn't ask any questions and would dispense birth control pills without parental knowledge. I went with a friend when she had her exam but I had my period and had to come back later by myself. The gyn was a female but a really masculine female.

When I went for my appointment, she had me take off my blouse and bra saying she'd do a breast exam first, then she weighed me and had me sit up on the exam table. Pulling her stool over she had her face about six inches from my boobs and she started stroking them, cupping them and running her thumbs over my nipples. Then she'd write something on her chart and start feeling my boobs again. She squeezed them, pinched my nipples and pulled them. It all felt very weird and I didn't remember my girlfriends exam taking that long. The doctor then put her hand behind my back and pressed, telling me to sit up straight and press my chest out. I felt like I was pushing my boobs into her face.

She asked if I ever examined my breasts myself and I said no. She said I needed to learn to do that and started telling me to fondle myself and play with my nipples. She watched me and her breathing was actually getting raggedy. Then she started feeling my boobs and telling me how to do it all the right way. She was rubbing them, squeezing them and kept pinching and pulling my nipples. I was feeling super embarrassed but kept doing as I was told. She told me to hop down and stand straight when my arms straight up. She was stroking my tits and telling me how looking at them different ways was important. She had me bend over and she cupped my boobs in her hands, kind of bobbling them. She had me turn around and she reached around squeezing my boobs and pulling me back against her. It felt really wrong but I wasn't going to say no.

Finally she had me lay on the examing table but kept examining my tits. Finally she started undoing my jeans and told me to take them and my panties off, then lay back and put my feet in the stirrups. She draped a sheet over the lower part of my body so my boobs were still naked. She walked around and grabbed me by my legs and kept pulling me down until my butt was at the edge of the table, then spread my knees far apart. She started slapping my inner thighs, smiling and telling me to relax. (yeah, right?!) The she sat on the stool again between my legs and I couldn't see her due to the sheet draped across my knees. As she asked me about my sex life (non-existent at that point), she was stroking my outer labia.

She was starting to rub my clit when she asked me about masturbation. I told her I didn't. She continue to stroke me while telling me that masturbation was perfectly normal and I shouldn't feel bad about having pleasureable feelings. She never did explain anything she was doing but she started sliding a finger inside me, then two and began pressing my abdomen. She basically started fucking me with her fingers. I didn't understand then but I certainly know now that what she was doing wasn't kosher. The fact that she was reassuring me that my visit was confidential and I needn't worry about any information being shared with family members or anyone I now see as a red flag that she was not worried about anything being shared outside that exam room. She was rubbing my clit enough that I was aroused but she wasn't getting me off.

She examined me using the speculum which wasn't at all pleasant and then stroked me labia and clit again. She said one more thing then I'm finished and she stood up and while looking at my face she stuck a finger up my butt which totally surprised me. I know I must have been totally red. She just smiled and was looking at my tits while she fingered my butthole. She pulled my feet out of the stirrups and pulled the sheet to the side. I felt really weird being totally naked spread open before this woman. She told me to roll on my side and pull my knee up and she stuck her finger up my butt again. She walked over to the sink and washed her hands and then said I could get up. She stared at my body the entire time. Walking over she reached out and squeezed my boobs again and reminded me to keep doing exams once a month. She patted me on the butt and told me to get dressed and she watched as I did so.

When I was dressed, she went to a cabinet and pulled out three packages of bc pills. She said I can dispense these for free three at a time. You can either take a prescription to take to your normal pharmacy or you can come back for an exam every three months and I can give you three packs each time. I went to her for about three years, every three months. Her exams were totally inappropriate but she had a vulnerable patient and times have changed a lot since I was younger. As time went on, she hugged me several times while I was till undressed and while I cannot say for sure, I'm pretty confident she licked me more than once. Funny thing is my friends and I that all went there never talked about anything that happened, and we never went to appointments together again. I think we knew something wasn't right but didn't want to be accused of anything ourselves. Funny what youth, ignorance and guilt can do to you.

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