Sleepover

It happened almost 7 to 8 years ago. I was 12 years old back then, and belonging to a conservative family, quite shy too. I was new into the world of porn sites. As a minor, and a curious to-be-teen, was quite interested in the details though I never felt my hormones driving me crazy for someone to 'Touch' me. I am 19 now, and still a virgin, but i'v experienced intimacy with both sexes (: (my ex-boyfriend and my kind-of-adopted sister)
My first, being that with my sister. Let's call her 'Ann' here. So Ann was basically a poor village girl whose parents didn't quite care if she was alive or dead, so my nanny brought her home (taking permission from Ann's real parents who were ready to give her up without hesitation). Ann grew up like a city girl more or less, nanny took care of her like her own daughter.Ann is 6-7 years elder to me and she has been seeing me since I was born.
So this particular night, no-one was home at my place so mom told Ann to stay with me for two days untill they return. We had an age distance and we generally never talked about guys or anything such, ever. So she came to my place in the evening, we watched tv and had some fun. Finally we called it a day and went off to bed. We were having a chit chat when she suggested we take off our tops and sleep topless (it was a really hot and humid summer day), the lights were off anyway. So we did. The thrill was weird. For the first time I felt excited in the strangest way. She had big breasts like the ones in the porn videos, I'd never seen anyone's boobs other than my mom's at that time, and her's were big and..... Soft- a big turn on (I'm not bisexual but.....) . We talked and tickled each other, ultimately touching each others boobs and pinching the nipples. I had small tits (I was just 12!) and yet she seemed so turned on, I felt desired for the first time. She caressed my nipples, pressed my boobs and kissed them. I was sooooooo out of my senses I dug my face into her breasts — the feeling was overwhelming! I started getting wet.She rubbed my pussy over my underwear— the feeling! We started making out hard, even before knowing it and though it was a total crazy rush, I was slightly embarrased too, but I didn't ask her to stop. She kissed on my lips (no, not a smooch) and said "let's open our underwears". A dim light was on and though it was dark, I could see her. Boobs are fine, but opening the pants was a bit too awkward for me. I didn't want to, and she understood. She then hugged me, dug her face inbetween my tits, held me by my butt (slightly touching the vaginal hole) and slept. The chills I felt were too much to hold on that body of mine.
Next day when I woke up, she wasn't there beside me, she went to make breakfast. I was covered with a blanket, lying there topless. I felt a bit embarrassed the whole day, we quitely watched tv and spent our time (she changed her clothes infront of me, but didn't attempt anything sexual). At night she didn't do anything like the the previous night. I felt really weird then— it was like my hormones were bursting out for getting her hands on me, how strange. I wanted us to make out like the previous night, it just felt sooooo f***ing good. I didn't ask her anything, just kept thinking about the last night and 'wetting' myself to sleep.
The next day my parents came back and she left. And strangely, we started drifting away from each other. I always felt so embarrassed to confront her, it was actually noticable— though she was always normal, I think.
So since then it's been 7-8 years. I'm 19 now and she is married. We are back to being in contact, and she cares about me like an elder sister just like before. Don't know if she remembers that day or not but she never talked about it since that night. Never.
I understand the hormonal rush now, though I'm totally straight, I still feel at times to make out with some girl— can't deny it's so freaking hot to make out with a lady. It makes me wet even thinking about it! It's not a everyday thing that I think about girls, it's mostly guys all the time. Just sometimes after a long time this urge arises, but I don't feel anything towards any girl friend of mine. Just feel like spending some good make out time with an unknown lady. Am I really bisexual? Well I don't know.
But thanks for hearing out (:

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