Am I a lesbian or what?
I'm kind of a late bloomer with masturbation and porn since it's quite a taboo in our country and religion. So I started when I was 24.
One time Inwas watching volleyball and there was this player who looks so hot and beautiful and powerful that she turned me on. I went to the bathroom and started masturbating and when I came, I shuddered at the thought that I masturbated with a woman in mind. Which made me ask... am I a lesbian?
I like guys but I don't have a boyfriend. I'm obsessed with a female volleyball player. I masturbate as much as possible but I watch straight porn coz lesbian porn sort of disgusts me. I thought I had this question answered but then recently I grew close to one of my students. We hang out most of the time and she's not really pretty or smart but there's something about her. One day, we hung out and while sitting beside her, I just watched the way she laughed and suddenly I felt wet.
Oh gosh I don't understand myself anymore.
You are bisexual go for it, the first time is most exciting I remember the first time I went down on another woman it was fantastic
You might just be bisexual.
But honestly don't worry about it. Sexuality is a huge grey area. No one is completely straight or gay, and there is nothing wrong about getting turned on by a girl.