Confused

Gay is bad, mmmmkay? Bisexual is okay, but you were born with a sweet pussy for one reason only, and that reason is wrapping it around a hard throbbing penis and fucking it till you both cum. If you find men repulsive, then you just havent found the right one yet.

Don't be a silly girl nothing better then sucking on a good hard cock and it filling your mouth full of sweet cum then getting it up your wet hole for more cum deep inside your love tube .

You aren't that only one repulsed by a penis sweety believe me and the thought of watching hetero porn is vomit inducing. There is nothing wrong with you, you simply need to get over this thing with your cousin. Take it gradually get to know some other girls and you will find a wonderful world out there. But don't go overboard, sex is important but it is not the most important thing in life, your health and well-being are. So get these self-destruct thought out of your mind, go out and take the World as it comes and enjoy it. All the best sweety.

Look, you were born gay. Had you not been molested by your female cousin you would still be gay. No issue there.

Now, you have some deep seated issues regarding to having been molested and it has to questioning yourself and your sexuality. That is not your fault, nor the fault of your sexuality. That's the fault of the cousin that molested you for her own satisfaction.

For your own sake let it go. Forgive her if you can, or box it up and stuff it into the back of your mind if you can't.

I would also suggest you seek assistance from a professional. There are so many people out there just like you who went through similar abuse. It may help you find some of the answers you are looking for.

Please talk to a counsellor or other mental health professional. Sexual or indecent assault does significant mental harm - you're not alone, and it will really help you to speak to a professional about this.