Also a Self-Pleasure ??? Fem Only!!

Wow, for me it was like when we moved to a ranch with my family when I was in like sixth grade. There were no kids my age and I struggled with mild depression at the loneliness. It was during a retreat with the church that we went to that one of the girls showed me how to look up porn on the laptop. We had a very close call with getting caught but the idea stayed with me. At home we barely had a signal but I was able to connect to porn secretly in my room at night. The visual stimulation worked it's magic on me and I copied what I saw the women doing when they touched themselves. I started masturbating like crazy at night in my room. By the time high school started we moved to a nearby town and I was again connected to other kids in school and I admit how shocked I was that so many of my friends watched porn real often and masturbated. Try looking at porn sites.

Porn is a nice outlet.. But i feel it's distorting/distracting.
I have been going out on about more, Mostly talking with the local moms. .......The friendliest mom keeps sending mixed signals like if I haven't seen her for a while she will say oh I'm so happy to see you I haven't seen you in a while always like talking to you you're so nice friendly polite then she even touches me.... 1 time she grabbed me held me very close whispering into my ear my daughter & grandchildren are here As much as I love having them it's difficult too because I can't do anything to relieve the pressure.....Then she may have said something like although I guess I didn't comprehend because I was so surprised I think she said something like when they're gone You have to come over.... Haven't seen her since I guess she's busy working or something but I make a point of walking past her house So I guess I'll have to wait and see

Sorry to see you're Lonely. Since it's often Risky for a Young Woman to be out & about on her own, may i recommended hanging out with your Mother and or other Female relatives. Maybe a nice way to meet someone. Wishing you well....
And i recently retired, ( F62) interesting during the day, no one in the neighborhood is around. So must wait for the early evening for my walking n flirting. To actually answer your question yes, my sex drive has decreased, haven't even "Taken Care of Myself" for awhile maybe 3 weeks, when i had typically done so, Multiple Times Everyday !!!!! It's the lack of the Usual work Related stress, now that that's gone there's No great need for stress release through self pleasuring. I would assume it's the lack of the School related stress Maybe why you feel A lesser need to pleasure yourself!! You're welcome to respond if you wish. Please know that if you and I lived closer it would be nice to have lunch or dinner together thank you

Thank you !!! And fantastic idea We had Been hanging out more ,even going to Relatives that live close by.... I like going to See my younger cousins because they don't pester you about what you're going to do For your future or you should do this you should do that & what not!! Then I remembered my mom's cousin I guess that would be my second cousin we hadn't seen her a lot because she is the wild 1 mom was always concerned about her corrupting Influences...Invited myself over her house 1 day just showed up walked right in the house Like we always did in the old days...She was very happy to see me And surprised of course!! I could tell She still has that wild spark and as she became more relaxed with me she turned to me, started telling me all about her Conquests since the last time I saw her!! Even complaining about how men these days are so disappointing she said something like they Thrust a few times finish then leave. Lol
I hang out with her a lot I haven't told mom..........

Oh and yes I'm sorry I forgot to respond to your offer yes how awesome that would be Being friends hanging out thank you so much!

This site is full of pervert guys. So you should expect such comments

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